my life's chronicles

4 days of vacation

2007-04-08T07:47:00.000+08:00

at long last!!!! INTERNET!!! yeyey!!

hehe... i've just been home for the past 3 days (well, except yesterday since i was church..) and my sister (jahra) and i had all the freedom in the world (no parents!.. too bad roxanne didn't get to enjoy it with us)!

for thursday we had a Pokemania. we watched all the pokemon movies we had at home (Jirachi, Latias and Latios, and Entei movies) for the whole afternoon. i felt like a child again. haha.. and we had a major PS battle. and i still cant believe that sanjaya didn't get kicked off American Idol..=)

friday... freedom ends. mom came from puerto (grrr..) we had Weis Kreuz Gluhen mania this time. we watched all 18 episodes in one day... haha..

then yesterday. it's been awhile since i last drove a car.. and i officially became the family driver for last night (wala na si kuya willy eh). what was scary was i didn't have my student license and my sister didn't have her license!! good thing it was black saturday and all MMDA officers were on vacation! haha..

we couldn't do anything last night so we flipped channels and we happened to pass through Mr. World on Star world. i became so nationalistic that i always wanted to see mr. Philippines! haha.. (ang pangit naman!) The semi finals interview was so whack! especially mr. China.. haha..it was so obvious that he had a prepared speech ("the past is history, the future is mystery.." wtf???) and mr. chile: "we had a good family, and it's good for my heart".. sounds like a rip off from a century tuna commercial (what's good for my heart is good for my family). Mr. Spain won and he..... CRIED?? i thought i was watching a MALE pageant! oh.. and my older sister hates mr. China.

wrestlemania xxiii

2007-04-03T09:46:00.000+08:00

yep.. i watched it last night.

the original plan was to watch it at 330pm. i was supposed to look after my younger sister (roxanne) and her classmate (zenieka). so bale, "yaya" ako... hehe.. atleast free entrance. =) so i started looking for people "my age" to watch it with me... i first texted marius... knowing that he would watch it. tapos nahatak na si kenneth...

then on monday... nagkagulo ang lahat!! biglang nagshift yung sched sa SM ng 6 ng gabi.. and through sheer miracle... my mom still allowed us to watch it..!! amazing! haha.. we met at cinema 8 and i met a new guy, kenneth's friend, edu.

i really didn't expect that i'd enjoy that much since i knew the results... (thanks to a certain someone, di'ba FRANCIS????)... but what was fun was being with good friends and watching that.. (oo.. karamihan ng close friends ko LALAKE!! may angal?) + the crowd was really into it... a lot of people were screaming whenever there was a pin count (especially during the batista-taker and cena-hbk match).

uber laugh-trip moments recounted:
1. money in the bank match (little bastard scene)
2. taker-batista match (yung nahihilo si taker)
3. cena-hbk match (nakakatawa si kenneth (he already knew the results and he was still doing some wishful thinking) tsaka yung crowd.. haha!! ***kurutin mo!!! pigain mo!!*** =p)
4. billionaire's match (stone cold scene)...

hehe.. stig...

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doesn't it hurt to know that someone you like likes someone else.. =p wala lang... just saying it.. para mahaba post ko.. hehe.. la ako magawa eh..

freakin' firsts...

2007-01-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

so this is my first post for 2007.. yey! after a long absence [which can be mostly blamed for my laziness..] i am finally writing something down! my laziness was brought about by a simple contraption called the "PS2". haha.. i did nothing during my whole vacation but play on one of man's greatest invention! ^o^

so today is also the first day of school [we are so lucky, aren't we??] so i had to wear that dreadful corporate attire again [i have no qualms about the clothes, i'm just blaming the shoes!], and now my feet really hurt!...

i don't seem to like a lot of my teachers for my MWF sched but i'll b giving my first impressions on my teachers after this week is done and i have seen all of my professors.

... and on the first day... they have already given us assignments.. whoopee..

i also have realized some firsts... last year i've been keeping track of the people [i said people, no anime, no celebrities ^^] i've had a crush on and it has reached...3
CRUSH COUNT: 3

i can't actually believe i've posted that previous paragraph.. i think i sound like a fangirl.. or the type of girls that i hate *shudders*.. ewww... well to be honest, i'm just keeping it real.. a blog is your thoughts and those are my thoughts... wah! anyway, i'm already blabbering about nonsense.. so bye bye..

2006 crush count: 3
2007 crush count: 1 [haha! may buena mano na!]

frustrated achiever...

2006-12-24T03:34:00.000+08:00

now, this post might seem like i'm bragging but i really am frustrated with the grades i got... if it wasn't for a certain someone who left me with a point higher than mine gaining an average that was enough to enter the 1st honors dean's list [grrr... nang-iiwan...namely mr. fornier.. =)]. i lacked a .034 to be part of the 1st honor DL... if one of my grades were just .5 higher i would have reached that mark..

anyway, i'm just gald that this term is over... no more frustrating professors..=)

>Grades for 2nd Term:
poligov - 2.0
worproc - 4.0
petriid - 4.0
dynarel - 3.5
comski - 3.5
natsci - 2.5
algeb - 4.0

for poligov, i really wasn't expecting a high mark. sir binay's standards are really high and i was really slacking off..=)

as for dynarel, i might have gotten a 4.0 if i didn't cu during the 1st day where i missed a quiz.

no comment on natsci.. la naman syang tinuro..=)

Lessons learned from this term:
>AVOID cutting at all costs.. (i didn't say never...avoid lang... hahaha...!)
>NEVER slack off...
>no matter how boring the subject is, do not let your mind wander (meaning: avoid window seats, hehe..)

my schedule for next term:
Monday/Wednesday:
BMAT2-X (Business Math) - 8.10-9.10
FILIP13 (Retorika) - 9.20-10.20
ORALCOM (Oral Communications) - 10.30-11.30
RECONSE (a religion class..=D) - 11.40-12.40

Tuesday:
BMAT2-X (Lab) - 8.00-9.30
PTOUR-1 (Principles of Tourism) - 9.40-11.10
CHEMLAB (Food Chem, Lab) - 11.30-2.30

Thursday:
ORALCOM (Lab) - 8.00-9.30
PTOUR-1 - 9.40-11.10
PETWODA (PE, Dance) - 12.00-2.00pm

Friday:
BMAT - 8.10-9.10
FILIP - 9.20-10.20
ORALCOM - 10.30-11.30
RECONSE - 11.40-12.40
CHEMLEC (Food Chem, Lecture) - 2.30-4.30

3 (short) life stories, 1 entry...

2006-12-18T16:10:00.000+08:00

Friday: Finals for DynaRel was finally done! yeye.. and we had to wait
for 6 freakin hours for our next exam (na sobrang walang kwenta)...
WorProc.. sus.. parang assessment lang yung finals dun (and.. *ahem*
exempted ako..) within that 6 hours.. wala akong ginawa kundi maglaro
sa macbook ni Marco..=) haha..

during that day.. i hated someone's attitude.. you do not have to show
that your in a bad mood and actually be rude... you pissed me off that
day.. well anyway (singit lang yun).. it was VALEN'S EIGHTEENTH
BIRTHDAY! (admit it!) we gave her flowers and cake.. haha.. then we had
"18 shots" meaning... shot as in sa camera.. haha.. kung sino yung 18
na nagbigay, sila yung nasa pics din.. haha..

after school we went to CCP to watch Ballet Philippines' "And the
Winner Is...". It was part play, part ballet featuring several
classical ballet excerpts.. it was nice.. and i saw some footworks
people there.. nahihiya ako kasi nagquit ako..:p

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Saturday: very short..

say goodbye to my "anime" hair... pinarebond ako ni ma! haha.. twin ko na talaga ate ko ngayon..:p

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Today!

THE TERM IS FINALLY OVER!!!!! bwaahahahha!

last exam namin ang algeb and natsci.. it was easier than what i expected..=) yeye!

i went to gateway with some of my friends.. first time ko sumakay sa
LRT Line 2 papuntang cubao.. para akong foreigner.. namamangha ako..
nasanay na kasi ako sa bulok na LRT Line 1 (Monumento) haha..

i saw roma again! yeye! haha.. ubos pera ko today.. la ako ginawa kundi
kumain! haha.. we played at timezone.. may parang large version ng
O2Jam dun.. haha. di kami manalonalo..=)

we watched Spirit Trap.. wala kaming ginawa kundi pagtawanan yun at
gumawa ng kung anu-anong mga kwento.. hehe (si Jenny..) haha.. ang
ingay namin sa sinehan.. ;p

tapos.. bathroom vanity (nagpakakikay, picture and everything)!
wahaha.. mahigit 20 minutes kami nandun.. puro picture lang..;p tapos
nanlibre si roma ng small plushie.. ang cute.. dahil may rustan's gift
certificate sya.. haha..

ayun.. iba talaga ang kaibigan nung highschool..=)

Comski and Poligov: DONE!

2006-12-14T09:54:00.000+08:00

yes... i'm so happy to finally say this.. COMMUNICATION SKILLS 2 IS DONE!!!! bwahahahah! We had our defense yesterday. (yes, im only frosh and i had a defense) That was our finals though.. but i think i didn't do well enough. i kept practicing before our group, i thought i had it!! but then after "Good day everyone, our group is here to present our project proposal. Our group is composed of Ma. Alyssa Caluza, myself, Gabelle Roxas and Juan Carlos dos Remedios.", i blacked out... it was supposed to be the introduction. i was looking at my cue card and i was thinking shit... nu nga ba sasabihin ko? pano ko nga ba to sisimulan.??? haha..but then when i started (since the mental block part) i felt my knees go weak.. bigla akong ninerbyos.. but throughout the length of the defense, i started talking normal english.. haha!

just when i thought i heard the last of Ms. Dusaban.. may pahabol papala sya.. portfolio.. which i'll be doing later.

today.. POLIGOV finals. i was late... haha (si mommy kasi eh!). pero i think i did well enough.. only.. i didn't study!! haha.. i had 4 blanks..=) yan ang napapala ng over confident.. hehe.. anyway. may sinabi sa kin si valen kanina na nakakataba ng puso about mr.binay.. haha..=) hehe.. la lang..

i also walked all the way from starbucks taft (where i hung out with kevin, chimiko, valen, kate and christian after the exam) to Quirino, marc2000 building to get my educational plan.. yung death march kong yun.. balewala.. dpat daw sa makati ko daw iapply yun kasi tapos na ang semestral enrollment.. grrr..

ayun.. la lang..=) haha

momentary happiness

2006-12-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

after i blew up yesterday, i found momentary happiness: Krispy Kreme..

at long last, yung pag crave ko for a whole week and a half, nasatisfy
rin.. its been almost 2 years since i last tasted the that doughnut..=)
yummy..

and ate bought a new laptop.. (kasi sirain ba naman daw yung dati..)..
mine will be given sometime next year.. 9 months ng utang sakin ni dad
yun.. (my supposed grad gift..) its either going to be a tablet PC or a
BLACK! MacBook.. 120GB.. bwahahahah!

life is hell...

2006-12-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

(includes foul language)

just when you think everything was going to be ok... shit happens..

it is never easy o pretend that your happy. i've been doing that for the past weeks and it seems that it actually works and no one seems to notice. i've completely disguised everything and pretend that nothing was happening to me. and currently.. i am so emotionally disturbed. what am i feeling exactly? pure fucked-up hate!!

one ass of a bitch suddenly appears into the picture and completely destroys everything that we have. burn in hell bitch! this unfathomable desire to kill is because of you are a freakin' bugger of a slut! who am i going to kill? it's either you or me. i've recently felt so suicidal.. but i am so much better than that.. go fuck up to someone who is like you..

i don't care if your older.. age is nothing but a number *a cliche, yes*. if i ever see you... i swear that i am going to send you to hell and you'd wish you were never EVER born!!

*i really wish that i was apathetic.. then i would have so many boiled up emotions >pressure from school> this!>*

life is hell..

2006-12-09T15:03:00.000+08:00

2006-11-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday pretty much sucked.. no, i take that back. yesterday's u-break sucked! big time..=)

there was a blood donation thingy at the mezzanine caff at CSB main. i felt so generous in giving out my blood! ..well.. semi-generous since there was an incentive for Algebra (40 additional POINTS!). since we were following a point basis.. i have to accumulate 695+ points (or something like that..) to pass.. for my midterms i had 519/554.. i wasn't failing.. but i think my performance for this have of the term is a bit shaky. i didn't do well on 2 exercises and i failed a quiz.. so i think i needed that forty points. my dream for algeb is to get a 4.0! then i'll be all high and mighty!!!! whahaha! (never kasi ako nag-excel sa math..=p)

back to the donation. i was excited (yet nervous).. i had my mom sign the letter of consent to allow me to donate my blood (walang pilit pilit, she just signed it immediately).. i was a step closer. i even went out of my regular clique to eat with carlo, terence, marco and richard who going to UM to eat (since it was closer to CSB main, and i'm getting tired of the food at mapecon, chicken chicken and what have thems..=)). and marco was going to donate blood too.. so sana sabay kami.

we went to main. i met kate on the way to the campus, she was supposed to donate blood, but she wasn't allowed to since she had the monthly visitor. kinabahan na ko. but i was thinking, anyway, patapos na ako. akala ko lang yun. we were there, i got the form, then the prof said:

bawal ang may colds or cough (ouch.. strike one) i returned the form.. thinking baka pwede kong dayain..

a prof was talking to another student... i overheard:
dapat after seven days ng period mo tska k pwede magdonate (strike 2!!)

then rose was also supposed to donate, but she couldn't because:
di daw ako pwede kasi underweight ako... (ting! strike 3!!! i'm so out!)

donating blood is really not for me i think... pati yung 40 freaking points na yun! sayang!?

3 whys:
Why can't you just get rid of your cold just like that!?
Why can't i just cut my period to shorter days?
WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BASE IT ON WEIGHT!!!??? i eat and eat.. but to no avail, i'm still 7 pounds short of my required weight!! T.T

2006-11-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

i hate them... crap.. 3s a charm, i finally blew up and i couldn't take up "its" arrogance. i know your smart... but you do not have to be so bitchy about it. you fail to realize that even you are so good..it is inevitable to make mistakes and that you are bound to make one! you are just so full of yourself, aren't you? there's nothing wrong about proving your point but to actually get irritated and giving a piercing look when someone disagrees or tries to prove her point, that is so lame. and to hear your shrilling voice defending your side.. oh please, just shut the hell up. talk in a way that a person will not be offended.. damn. i proved my point and all you could do was shrug and feel annoyed and say "hindi kaya!". call me full of myself but there is no way you could have wronged me when i know exactly what i am talking about..

as for rumor mongers and that bitch.. those who creep in the dark, make stories and get a head start.. i have nothing left to say to you and your stupid bitch of a niece.. you are so fake... if i ever see you again, i swear.. you can't stop me from hurting you...
don't you mess with me and/or my sister.!

i have this inexplicable desire to rip their heads off!!

2006-11-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

sorry for the long update..

i'm older... hahaha... but i can now get my non-pro driving license.. haha!

so yesterday was my birthday and there were so many unexpected events.. i went to CSB for that danged NSTP.. (seriously ayoko na!!!).. nung una, malaanghel yung mga bata.. nagbigay pa sa akin ng letter yung grade 1 class (unexpected event #1)... pero as expected nagkagulo nanaman sila.. ang daming nag-away, marami rin nag-iyakan. haha.. when i was supposed to go to gateway, where i was going to meet my highschool friends, pinigilan ako nila jeh.. kaso nakita ko na yung card kaya di na ko mejo nasurprise.. pero may regalo pa sila sa akin.. (unexpected event #2) haha.. wala akong ineexpect na marereceive eh..

pag-akyat ko sa LRT, nakita ko si Carl dela Cuesta (unexpected event #3)... he was wearing an ROTC uniform.. i really wish i took up ROTC instead of NSTP.. wahh.. too late for that. i was bad.. di ko man lang niyaya si carl sumama sa min... nakalimutan ko.. haha.. nakakamiss rin sya.. tumangkad pa ata lalo.. (scary.. nakakainggit!)

nung pagbaba ko ng cubao, nag-ikot ikot muna ako sa gateway.. andun na pala sila lahat..haha..=) marami rami rin sa mga niyaya ko ang di nakapunta..=( so we met at the coffee bean.. tas lahat sila may bigay sa akin! (unexpected event #4).. la talaga ako ineexpect na regalo.. haha.. myka gave me chocolates, kenneth and charls bracelets, clarissa- body spray and marius (mayaman).. body shop tsaka yung drawing na hiningi ko..=) haha.. nakakmiss sila.. tumaba at long hair si charls (mukha nga raw tibo.. haha!), tumangakad si marius, si kenneth-parehas pa rin pati si myka at clangky.

nagtimezone kami.. (di mawawala yun.. so highschool pa rin.. i was never into bars like the others.. isip bata kumbaga..=)) ang tagal namin naghintay para makapaglaro ng house of the dead iv... haha.. nagdaytona rin kami (talunan ako..=)).. dance mania.. time crisis (at sira yung baril ko..=p) tsaka yung basketball simulator..

we ate at teriyaki boy.. my treat.. dun na nagkakwentuhan.. nagpapaka-takeshi's castle to si kenneth.. haha.. makulit rin yung kwentuhan namin.. tas after eating naglibot kami.. napadpad sa starbucks.. tas uwian na.. masaya yun..

i drove home (muntik na ko mabangga.. haha!!!).. when i got home.. may regalo raw sa akin si paul (unexpected event #5).. di ko ineexpect kasi nga "cool off" daw.. i invited him to gateway pero di sya pumunta.. ayun nagkausap na rin kami kagabi.. tas.. yun..

..and that was my birthday

2006-10-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

What's with boys...?

hmm.. it's on almost every girls' (maybe gays too...) mouth. usually, a day in my life never goes by without hearing someone talk about this cute guy in AKIC, this hot guy on TV, this chiseled guy on the gym... what's with them anyway?

i am guilty of crushing on a lot of guys though... haha..! shocker..

guys guys guys...

i remember high school... i had this imaginary list of husbands.. haha.. myka had this imaginary list of boyfriends... and gemma had this crazy line of "boylets". mine list went from a drummer, to an anime character, to an actual guy in my class, to a movie star... i really don't know what i look for in a guy..

i am utterly confused in my taste in guys.. haha.. sometimes i like them for their rebellious air, for their happy-go-luckyness, their musical talents, because they can dance... i don't even have a gauge for cuteness... haha... sometimes in just a snap, i find them cute for no apparent reason

but it is a fact that i am NOT boy crazy... i just admired too many guys at the same time.. (if you can't see the difference... i can see why... but it IS different, it's just so hard to explain).. but why did i like so many guys? i am not desperate..

WARNING! shocking secrets will be revealed! AND DON'T COMMENT ON MY TASTE ON GUYS! haha..=)

(secretive aura slowly fading..)
Gad... i'm about to reveal some secret crushes i've had... haha.. it's really not like me to open up a topic like this... it just came to me... this is very unusual of me..

WHY THEM? (people i have/had a crush on)
>The REEL world:
Yukihiro Awaji- (drummer: L'Arc en Ciel) duh.. drummer...
Channing Tatum- after knowing that he can dance like that (Step Up).. who wouldn't like him!
Hideaki Takizawa- one of the cutest Japanese singer/actors on the face of the planet.. (not a good singer though)
Hyde- (vocalist: L'Arc en Ciel) the face of an angel, the voice of an angel, the style of a rockstar
Matt Hardy- haha.. after watching Smack Down at the Coliseum.. i knew how he looked and deym! he is so hot..
Chad Michael Murray- he is one of the reasons why i watch One Tree Hill.. he has this rebellious appeal that i think only i can see..
Gab Valenciano- haha.. i love the way he dances
... and a whole bunch of others...

>The REAL world: (OMG! here come the revelations!)
some never before mentioned secrets.. i am not shy to reveal them now.. HS is over! haha! and past is past.. hehe.. (sorry.. Montessorians are the most likely to relate)
Theodor Prestosa- probably some of my batchmates know this already.. first crush ever.. haha... he was my partner in a dance.. i really don't know why i had a crush on him, also good looking to date..=)
Kin Hidalgo- grade 2.. we were linked.. haha.. it eventually developed! hehe.. i found him cute as far as i can remember.. and til high school, he is still good looking..=p
Paul Mempin- this just actually developed.. we were just friends.. he was so funny and playful.. maybe that is what made me like him.. and i really don't know what made me eventually love him.. he just had this appeal that is so different from the others!=p
Adrian Azurin-(revelation!) although it was for a short time; it was because of his mysterious and silent demeanor.
Job Zamora- (2nd revelation!) it was because of EKIRTS.. hehe.. he is an amazing dancer and had this cute bouncy hair! haha!
AJ Guarin- playful and childish aura.. i was pretty serious back then (opposites attract theory in relationships). this was also a matter of "developing".. and he had this funny laugh also the smileys at the end of his messages were cute.. being able to play the guitar and being a basketball player is a plus..=p too bad it didn't work out..
Marius Kaw-(3rd revelation!) due to his skill in drawing, same interests, incessant bugging and talking (he sits behind me in class!), thoughtful and mysterious air.. eventually becoming one of my closest friends..=)

i haven't had a real life crush again since my 4th year in HS..

listing down my real life crushes.. i still can't see why girls have crushes on so many guys at the same time.. haha!

a nonsense post.. now you know some of my secrets... i'm sorry for wasting your time!=)
peace out!

2006-10-22T11:41:00.000+08:00

i am sick today.. grabe.. buti ngayon at di kagabi...=)

last night, i was in Smack Down Heaven.. haha.. (pics on Multiply)

i dont want to remember my NSTP class.. that event really made me forget all my problems in the world.. haha..

my dad and i arrived at Gateway from CSB at around 4pm.. andami nang tao.. grabe.. buti madali kami nakakuha ng parking!

We had an early dinner at Cafe Adriatico ang sarap nung salpicao..=) haha..

ang haba na rin ng pila sa entrance.. puro bata nakita ko.. feel ko tuloy, bata na rin ako! nyahaha!

ang magaling pa.. magkikita sana kami ni Marius.. hehe.. and he was just a seat away ni front of me! ang saya.. pinagmamasdan ko pa nga sya.. la sya kareareaksyon sa pinapanood nya..=) haha!!! ang kukulit rin ng mga nasa harap kong lalake..

nung nanonood ako.. ang weird.. first time ko nanood ng wrestling match na walang commentator... haha!

LINE UP
Paul London and Brian Kendrick vs. KC James and Idol Stevens (na may epal na Michelle McCool na inapakan ang kamay!): winner Paul and Brian
di hamak naman noh! for the Tag Team Championship pa daw..=p

Vito vs. The Miz: winner Vito
super hilarious match.. uncensored na rin ang T-back ni Vito.. even my dad was laughing! haha...=) he looked so stupid..

Lashley vs. William Regal: winner Lashley
duh! hello naman.. puro arte lang yan si Regal.. haha!

Gregory Helms vs. Jimmy Wang Yang: winner Helms
BORING!

Mr. Kennedy vs. The Undertaker: winner UNDERTAKER!!!
haha.. nakakatawa entrance ni Kennedy! walang mike from the sky..=p.. inabot lang sa kanya.. haha.. siniraan pa si Pacquiao kay Morales daw sya..=) haha.. sabay putol ng entrance ni Taker ang speech niya.. astig yung lights!! sa kanya lang talaga ako napatayo!!! wahhh!! as usual puro arte lang si Kennedy.. ang cool tignan ng Oldschool ni Taker.. haha..

break.. (nagdilim ang lahat... pumasok siguro si Little Bastard sa ilalim ng ring..=p)

Matt Hardy vs. Finlay: winner Finlay
syempre with the shilleglah tsaka yung low blow from Little Bastard (ang cute nya.. haha!) panalo na si Finlay... na love at first sight nanaman ako kay Hardy! haha!

Chris Benoit vs. Chavo Guerrero (US Championship): winner Benoit
puro arte si Chavo... two words: Crippler Crossface

King Booker vs. Batista (World Heavyweight): winner Batista by disqualification..
hehe.. nice fight.. salamat at may initsa rin sa steel steps! haha.. kaso epal si regal at finlay. tas pinagtanggol ni paul and bryan si batista.. nung naglabasan na sila, everyone was shouting for Lashley to help.. by the twist of fate (at parang sobrang imposible pero nangyari..) lumabas si Undertaker ng biglaan.. at wala ang kanyang katakut-takot na entrance music.. sayang di ko na nakuhanan ng pic 'tong part na 'to... naubusan ako ng battery sa cam!

nagsalita nga rin pala si booker.. haha... Filipinos are "fruity booties" daw.. haha.. then he saw this "homosexual guy" (at least in Booker's point of view) sabi niya i-kiss daw ni batista.. nakalagay kasi sa poster niya "Batista is Sexy!" haha!!!

ang saya..

grabe.. nakapag open din ako kay marius ng mga nangyayari sa akin.. hehe.. la na ako makwentuhan eh.. nakakamiss yung mokong na yun.. hanggang 1 ko sya katext..=p

yun na muna.. at masakit pa ang likod ko..=)

Smack Down...

2006-10-22T08:55:00.000+08:00

i am sick today.. grabe.. buti ngayon at di kagabi...=)

last night, i was in Smack Down
Heaven.. haha.. (pics on Multiply)

i dont want to remember my NSTP class.. that event really made me forget all my problems in the world.. haha..

my dad and i arrived at Gateway
from CSB at around 4pm.. andami nang tao.. grabe.. buti madali kami
nakakuha ng parking!

We had an early dinner at Cafe Adriatico ang sarap nung salpicao..=) haha..

ang haba na rin ng pila sa entrance.. puro bata nakita ko.. feel ko tuloy, bata na rin ako! nyahaha!

ang magaling pa.. magkikita sana kami ni Marius.. hehe.. and he was just a seat away
ni front of me! ang saya.. pinagmamasdan ko pa nga sya.. la sya
kareareaksyon sa pinapanood nya..=) haha!!! ang kukulit rin ng mga nasa
harap kong lalake..

nung nanonood ako.. ang weird.. first time ko nanood ng wrestling match
na walang commentator... haha!

LINE UP

Paul London and Brian Kendrick vs. KC James and Idol Stevens (na may
epal na Michelle McCool na
inapakan ang kamay!): winner Paul and
Brian

di hamak naman noh! for the Tag Team Championship pa daw..=p

Vito vs. The Miz: winner Vito

super hilarious match.. uncensored na rin ang T-back ni Vito.. even my dad was laughing! haha...=) he looked so stupid..

Lashley vs. William Regal: winner Lashley

duh! hello naman.. puro arte lang yan si Regal.. haha!

Gregory Helms vs. Jimmy Wang Yang: winner Helms

BORING!

Mr. Kennedy vs. The Undertaker: winner UNDERTAKER!!!

haha.. nakakatawa entrance ni Kennedy! walang mike from the sky..=p..
inabot lang sa kanya.. haha.. siniraan pa si Pacquiao kay Morales daw sya..=) haha..
sabay putol ng entrance ni Taker ang speech niya.. astig yung lights!!
sa kanya lang talaga ako napatayo!!! wahhh!! as usual puro arte lang si
Kennedy.. ang cool tignan ng Oldschool ni Taker.. haha..

break.. (nagdilim ang lahat... pumasok siguro si Little Bastard sa ilalim ng ring..=p)

Matt Hardy vs. Finlay: winner Finlay

syempre with the shilleglah tsaka
yung low blow from Little Bastard
(ang cute nya.. haha!) panalo na si Finlay... na love at first sight
nanaman ako kay Hardy! haha!

Chris Benoit vs. Chavo Guerrero (US Championship): winner Benoit

puro arte si Chavo... two words: Crippler Crossface

King Booker vs. Batista (World Heavyweight): winner Batista by disqualification..

hehe.. nice fight.. salamat at may initsa rin sa steel steps! haha..
kaso epal si regal at finlay. tas pinagtanggol ni paul and bryan si
batista.. nung naglabasan na sila, everyone was shouting for Lashley to help.. by the twist of fate (at
parang sobrang imposible pero nangyari..) lumabas si Undertaker ng biglaan.. at wala ang kanyang
katakut-takot na entrance music.. sayang di ko na nakuhanan ng pic
'tong part na 'to... naubusan ako ng battery sa cam!

nagsalita nga rin pala si booker.. haha... Filipinos are "fruity
booties" daw.. haha.. then he saw this "homosexual guy" (at least in
Booker's point of view) sabi niya i-kiss daw ni batista.. nakalagay
kasi sa poster niya "Batista is Sexy!" haha!!!

ang saya..

grabe.. nakapag open din ako kay marius ng mga nangyayari sa akin..
hehe.. la na ako makwentuhan eh.. nakakamiss yung mokong na yun..
hanggang 1 ko sya katext..=p

yun na muna.. at masakit pa ang likod ko..=)

2006-10-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

had a quiz in algeb

had a quiz in comski2

missed a meeting for NSTP

missed an activity and a quiz for NATSCI

saved absence for dynarel..

i had a major headache kaya uuwi sana ako.. kaso may mini reunion kami ng bigass, ndi pwedeng hindi pupunta.. hehe.. nagpahinga lang ako sandali, nagcut nanaman ako.. bad me!

so pumunta kami sa MoA.. pics in multiply account..=)

grabe.. sobrang "bring back the HS issues" kami kanina.. and picture fest kami.. haha.. nakakamiss na ang dating samahan.. iba talaga ang high school.. ang dami ko palang hindi alam nung HS..=) tulad ng ________ at ng ___________... hehe..

nakapaglabas na rin ako ng sama ng loob na dati ko pangtinatago..=) alam ko talaga kasing napagkakatiwalaan sila..=)

haha..=)

un lang..

la na madagdag..

2006-10-11T13:34:00.000+08:00

3-hour break nanaman.. and i have absolutely nothing to do so i am in the computer lab with jeh and ryan..

nostalgia... i know i've had this same title in my former blog.. and a poem or song or maybe a lyrical poem i wrote(and i lost it). hehe.. this is what i felt after last night.

i was uploading photos for my multiply site most of them were my 4th year pics.. i missed them a lot.. so i started watching videos, one which was banaba's introduction for their requirement in economics (it was during our field trip), another was a copy of our group video requirement for economics, also some silent clips from the 5th National Youth Congress in Baguio. and the last one was a video i made myself just before graduation. i had this hanging feeling. bitin ang highschool life.. and these are some of the things i missed:

* Aerospace Cadets of the Philippines
* magic ballpen ni Sir Francis during training and calculus time
* Airforce Dozen.. dun yata ako pumayat ng husto eh..=) (it's a series of exercises.. sobrang pamatay)
* Teacher JETSKI!! Filipino subject
* ang pagkastranded namin ng dalawang beses sa Batangas (Star Tollway at dun sa Bauan mismo)
* exemptions sa subjects (repainting ng ACP HQ, Rhythm and Pedantry, practices for presentations
* dance moments! (Ekirts... miss you guys)
* Intrams..lagi kami champion!... although sa volleyball lang *evil grin*
* mga moments sa Armory... 0.o
* Boodle Fight
* COCC training
* crazy concoctions namin nung 1st year
* when our batch always has the best presentations during field demo
* grad practices
* napag iinitan kami ng school admin
* Speech Choir
* Band practices at myka's
* Starbucks moments
* being the best ACP batch
* ang overpriced food sa canteen.. joke.. di ko to namimiss..
* ang quesadilla na walang laman.. pero masarap
* ang pagbubunganga ni teacher pia.. unti-unti kong napapansin na nagtatagalog na ako

...and so much more..

grabe.. la lang..

i just feel so nostalgic..

maybe one of these days... magcucut ako at bibisitahin ko ang school..

lalo na if i'm finally wearing my culinary uniform!

2006-10-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

i'm in my WORPROC class.. haha.. mapagsamantala ako ngayon..

the other day, i helped paul with his project... parang scrap book.. ayun..

yesterday, i had a 3-hour break. paul fetched me and we went to Robinson's Manila to have lunch. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo.. so naka "eat all you-kanin" kami.. he had 4 whole rice! APAT! grabe!.. ako dalawa lang.. grabe.. tas after school he fetched me.. he was my driver for the day.. haha.. then he started talking about his departure for US next year.. when i got home.. nagpakadepress ako.. hehe.. i kept on thinking about what he said.. na iba na daw yung magsusundo sa akin.. iba na raw yung yayakapin ko.. mga ganun.. nadepress ako.. and i got teary eyed.. so i talked to him about it.. hehe.. la lang... labas ng sama ng loob..

nagdadrama nanaman ako.. hehe..
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naulanan kami kanina!!.. ngayon ko lang nakita na nagbaha ang harap ng hotel.. hehe..

i love rain.. basta when i commute.. dapat wala..

nothingness.. madrama masyado...

2006-10-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

i'm in my WORPROC class.. haha.. mapagsamantala ako ngayon..

the other day, i helped paul with his project... parang scrap book.. ayun..

yesterday, i had a 3-hour break. paul fetched me and we went to Robinson's Manila to have lunch. We ate at
Tokyo Tokyo.. so naka "eat all
you-kanin" kami.. he had 4 whole rice! APAT! grabe!.. ako dalawa lang..
grabe.. tas after school he fetched me.. he was my driver for the day.. haha.. then he started
talking about his departure for US next year.. when i got home..
nagpakadepress ako.. hehe.. i kept on thinking about what he said.. na
iba na daw yung magsusundo sa akin.. iba na raw yung yayakapin ko.. mga
ganun.. nadepress ako.. and i got teary eyed.. so i talked to him about
it.. hehe.. la lang... labas ng sama ng loob..

nagdadrama nanaman ako.. hehe..

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naulanan kami kanina!!.. ngayon ko lang nakita na nagbaha ang harap ng hotel.. hehe..

i love rain.. basta when i commute.. dapat wala..

nothingness.. madrama masyado...

2006-10-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

i may have been male in my past life...

2006-10-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

i may have been male in my past life...

if i had a past life...?

noted as one of the boys since the 1st term.. grabehan na to..

i've had lunch with guys.. i go home with guys.. i talk and hang out with guys... and i 'm thr only girl..

di naman sa tibo ako or something.. there's this thing about hanging with guys.. iba eh.. di naman din sa flirt ako.. kahit mom and ate ko ganun eh. maybe, it's in the genes. [?]

(may kinalaman kaya yun??)

parang mas marami kasi napag-uusapan within my interest kapag lalake kausap ko.. unlike sa girls.. the usual topics are boys, boys and boys... may usual studies.. etc..

kanina nanaman.. naging one of the boys ako.. iniwan ako ni jeh at camille.. so nakasama ko si kevin, ryan, gerald at wilbert sa mapecon at caff.. saya ng usapan.. pag akyat sa room, puro lalake nanaman kasama ko.. nasabihan pa ko ni james lalake naman yan si gab eh.....? tama ba yun??

so my question now is, should i accept the fact that i am one with the boys?? although alam kong may negative effects yun sa pananaw ng tao sa akin, komportable naman ako.. nalilito ako..

i'm a female through and through.. kung umasta lang ako.. lalake..?

tama ba yun??

and take note!!! di ako BI!!.. baka may mag-isip ng ganyana.. tadyakan ko kayo!!

2006-10-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!

i've decided to change my highlight color into red... wala lang.. i just like red..=)

i've also decided to revive my multiply site.. visit it at Red Universe. [Blog posts here are the same with that of my multiply...]

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ok.. problem::
we talked about a night ago..

boyfie's going to quit airlink, so by next sem.. he'll be out of the school by next sem. he's going to take up Medical Transcription and on the side take up flying at Clark[?].. so he'll be super busy by then... the problem: by june or july next year.. he'll be leaving for the states..

pano naman kaya ako...? i can't stop him anyway.. mukhang fixed na ang decision nya and, lifelong dream niya ang maging piloto..

haha... pinoproblema ko na 'to kasi i really have problems with distances.. sh*t.. di ko alam mangyayari sa akin..

i shouldn't be really thinking about it, i should be enjoying our present situation.. but i just can't help thinking na magkakalayo kami... mahal na mahal ko siya...

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sadness aside

got stuck in traffic awhile ago while riding a jeep to Robinson's Manila. 30 minutes kami grabe! we just went there to buy Rose a gift for her debut kasi si jet 18 treasures.. andun kami sa Body Shop. i was looking at different products when i saw this "tester" for Anti Frizz for the hair.. i squeezed a very small amount... eh sa sobrang onti, i got it again and squeezed more. I was talking to camille di ko napansin na mejo sumobra na yung nasqueeze out ko.. haha! amoy hazel nut na vanilla tuloy yung buhok ko..=p

2006-10-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

get well soon to Alyssa Calonge..

i had a "great" morning

what's with EGO/PRIDE??
i have this b*tch of a prof in COMSKI-LAB... as i can see, he doesn't like to communicate with his students... and i have 2 blockmates who kept on trying to prove their point although the prof said that their already wrong. they tried and tried to argue until it turned to raising their voices. my blockmates just didn't accept the fact that they were wrong. they're pretty close minded... and that is EGO, they hate to be proven wrong.. just shut up and listen to the damned prof, that's what i was thinking.. i knew they were wrong, and i was already beginning to get irritated... ego mixed with pride is just so full of CRAP..close mindedness. Actually the way i look at it, mr. abejo just tried to say that that magazine was not a technical paper.. val just argued with a raised voice.. and that was the beginning.. at the end of the class, mr. abejo had pride talking..yabang

i wont be taking sides... i dont like the prof.. but i dont like the idea of having him removed from being a professor just what like carlo had in mind.. ipapasa ko lang yun...

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at POLIGOV i completely forgot that there was a test.. crap.. i think the i highest i'd score would be the current events.. and i feel so stupid.. i just listened to the radio whenever it was about news.. here's the question:

Q:Who is the recently ousted PM of Thailand
A: Thaksin Shinawat

it was SHINAWATRA!!.. i never knew how it was spelled! crap.. yan ang napapala ng di nagbabasa.. hanggang pronunciation lang ang tama!

at least i was not as stupid as this Parayray guy's paper (from another block) that ken checked with the same question..

A: Prime Minister Teriyaki Boy (da hell??)

PS... ang macho pala ni prof Binay... too bad he's gay..=) his lecture was so fun.. he kept all of us laughing... i remember him saying..

sagutin mo! kundi yayapusin kita!... ayan na, ayan na!

haha..

ciao for now..

2006-10-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

owrayt..

start na uli ang blogging season ko..

nothing special about school today.. ang dali lang talaga ng Algeb puro review kami.. haha! la pa ko bagsak for the first time sa mga quiz nya..

la ako masyadong masabi eh.. although kanina sa jeep.. may scary looking lola trying to be young.. pumunta kasi kami ng Rob Manila to watch a movie (Step Up again.. di ko pa pala nabibigay comments ko.. basta 5 ang rating ko!!!).. kso.. nalate kami.. di na rin kami nakapanood.. and officialy crush ko na si Channing Tatum..

paaunti unting lumalakas ang ulan habang nagttype ako..

pauwi ako... nakita ko si Gemma! nagcatch up kami sa isa't isa... fun.. nameet ko pa block mate niya na si Andrew.. na dating classmate ng block mate ko.. (humanda ka Marco i know something about you..)..

yun muna for now..

pansin ko mejo nagiging walang kwenta na pinopost ko rito..

i'll improve soon..=)

2006-10-01T07:55:00.000+08:00

almost a week since my last update...

hay..

anyway..

i had my haircut last thursday.. we didn't have classes that day.. suspended.. my hair isn't long enough for a haircut but i decided to have it fixed anyway, so when it gets long.. ayos na sya!Ü

thursday night..black out.. i didn't have anything to do.. so me and my mom played with the shadows from the candles.. haha!! isip bata...

kahapon naman, i wanted to be absent.. i was planning to absent myself from NSTP.. kaso biglang cancelled ang pasukan.. so i still have 3 valid absences.

i really don't know what to write about..

so bye bye..

have a nice sunday..ü

2006-09-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

in the state of self-pity... for the past two days i felt like crap.. the worst case of crappiness i can feel..

damn..

and i dont want to talk about it...

bye..
^^v

2006-09-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

i just got home.. and guess who drove me home (almost home..=)).. si boyfie.! ang sweet niya recently.. he'd go to school to fetch me or we'd go out somewhere.. and he uses his car..=) 3 days straight na ko nakasakay sa passenger seat niya.. it feels so nice..

drained ang utak ko ngayon dahil sa NATSCI. i hate that freaking subject.

i saw myka's blog post yesterday.. it was teacher john's birthday... nakakalungkot.. at such a young age he died of leukemia. hay.. no time for tears! we miss you teacher john.. you were the best!

2006-09-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

hay.. this day brings out my inner childishness again..

the day started out with the 7am PE class.. we had our first practical exam.. and this is just our second week! then we kept on playing table tennis til the end of the period... and everyone was late for Algebra!! yey!

pass through Natsci and Dynarel nothing much happened anyway.. i just finished the activity for Dynarel as fast as i can so i can leave and meet with Babi [meaning "baboy".. bago kong tawag kay boyfie (boyfriend)]. he drove me home.. pero sobrang lakas ng ulan. there were a lot of scary lightning flashes.. at binangga ng tricycle na tinakasan sya.. haha.. and there were other things.. 0.o

but being with him that time made me miss him more when he left.. (aawww...)i felt childish yet slightly.. yet i was being my normal self.. realizing this.. after all this time, i showing my real side to him, again... at least that is a sign of (more) growth in our relationship.. nakakaasar pa kasi ang distance.. bat naimbento yan!

What's with?

2006-09-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

RANDOM BLOG

what's with...

...Drag Racing
i woke up to the sound of racing cars in our street... and it was screeching.. nakakatakot yung tunog.. then i think 3 other cars followed.. and mind you it was 2.30am. i don't get what's so cool about illegal drag racing. The thrill? speed? the money you win? i really dont get it...

point 1:
you wake people up from sleep..
point 2:
you actually risk your life..
point 3:
you lose money when you lose..
point 4:
you lose cash for machine upgrades..
point 5:
you lose cash on gas..

just because the fast and the furious came out doesnt mean that people have to actually follow it.

...Cheesmax
in other words... chismis.. pati ako mejo nagiging chismosa na.. i can see that.. i know i've changed.. there is actually something about it that makes it interesting although i know that it is a bad habit..

point 1:
you get to say the wrong things about people..
point 2:
you only see the bad side of a person..
point 3:
you say things that you should never share
point 4: (this one is for me..)
i'm losing my "lonerness"..
point 5:
it is a very bad addiction..

their is a good side to being a loner, and that is not being called "chismosa"..

...Love
everyone feels love.. i know that for a fact.. but what i can't get is why people actually search for it and not wait for it to come? it's not like the world is running out of love or anything, right? i know the feeling, pero di ko alam ang rason kung bat ako kumagat kagad sa "pag-ibig".. i was young back then, maybe i didn't know what i was doing, influenced probably. it's a good feeling to know that someone loves you back.. pero may iba rin silang hindi alam siguro once you fall in love.. (negative and positive)

like:

maraming masakit
maraming masaya
maraming kakaiba
maraming bago
masarap magmahal
masarap mahalin
madalas nararamdaman ang neglect
madali ang tampuhan
"extra" responsibility
wala ka na minsan pakealam sa iba
madalas may guilt
mahirap masaktan
minsan nakukulitan
minsan nagkakasawaan
may unexpected topak moments(in a good and bad way)
at sobrang rami pa..

di ko lang magets kung bat naghahabol ang iba.. life is long, live it to the fullest.. there is nothing wrong with single life.. actually masarap rin yun eh.. and by posting this, i mean no regrets when i had my boyfie again.. no regrets at all.. i love him very much.. and another monthsary is coming in 2 days!

bye bye..

2006-09-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hay.. here i go again.. madali lang to ah.. late na kasi..

napapansin ko na wala na akong kasipagan sa pagbblog recently... (bad me! slap sa butt!!)

i've been elected as block president, no thanks to mr. ian dos remedios!.. reminder: i am responsible for myself.. i hate being responsible for OTHERS! and just after the election... some SC people came into the room asking for the "block president".. hay! they said that i was immediately officially a part of the freakin' Student Council! cra~p! more responsibility!

Over View of 2nd term professors: (1st impressions)
Sir Jericho Pito PE (table tennis)- mukhang antukin...

Sir Jacobo Gonzales College Algebra- he cant make the lessons interesting.. boring.. and i think he has a hint of "gayness".

Ms. Trina Dusaban Communication Skills 2 (technical writing)- in fairness, mejo mayabang.. in short.. I DONT LIKE HER! bring Ms. Pam back!

Sir Dino Gonzales ORDEV-B- hay! i like him so much! funnee.. at least we have the same Acad Adviser..Ü

Sir Dennis Clemente Natural Science- atat! lecture ng lecture.. ambilis pa.. ang hirap makakacatch up sa sinasabi nya.. quiz pa kagad! and he has this very monotonous tone.. he's already making a joke.. he still has his "lecture tone".

Dr. D'Arlington Jabat Javellana Dynamics of Religion- hate the subject, love the prof.. kapish? funny at makwento! he is also called Dr. J highschool memories..

Sir Alexis Abejo Com. Ski (lab)- i don't like him.. baklang bakla to the point of sobrang taray na wala na sa lugar..

Sir George Binay Politics and Governance- i love him! bakla pero he is sooooooper funny! and i learn from his jokes.. he is related to Mayor Binay of Makati

Sir Rolando Basilio Word Processing- cra~p! boring! to the highest level!

Dr. Alma ????? (forgot her surname) NSTPCW-2- very knowledgable.. makwento.. although di siya kasing loko ni sir zoe, she seems alright..

over all assessment: I AM GOING TO HATE COMSKI THIS TERM!!!!

ciao!

2006-09-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

i had a very crappy friday morning...

first day of the second term
got scolded so early in the morning..
i had to wait for a hour and a freakin half for my first class...

while waiting.. dumating si christian.. with great news! Batista is at Mall of Asia at 230pm... haha! nagplano kami magcut.. actually i was really hesitant... pero it was then worth it..

after ng second subject namin.. instead na kumain kami sa Mapecon.. dumeretso na kami sa MoA. ayun... eto namang aming local Batista, si patrick, niyaya kami kumain sa Anime: Japanese Fast Food.. fast food.. right... mabigat na sa bulsa.. and we had to wait for almost a freakin hour for our food.. grabe, di pa nasulit.. andun kami ng 1145, natapos kami kumain ng 1.. crap! nakita namin si Freddie Webb dun..

dumeretso na kami sa Music Hall, marami rami ng tao.. but we got to seat dun sa balcony.. ganda ng view.. but we had to wait again for another hour and a half.. so nonstop kwentuhan kami. the people who lined up to get Batista's autograph had to buy P800 worth of food dun sa Pizza Hut, to get a "free poster" at pumasok dun sa area na limited lang ang seating.. wag na lang no..

during the wait, we had to endure mindless games.. and the over redundancy of the Pizza Hut Jingle 9111111 / 9111111 / 9111111 pizza hut delivery (get the song?) for over an hour.. yun ang pinatugtog...

si derick ang nakasama ko sa kwentuhan dun.. maloko ring tao.. haha.. tas yun na.. nagdagsaan na yung mga tao sa baba, sa isang corner... and there he was... the Animal.. gumawa siya ng rounds.. sa ground para makita sya lahat ng audience.. nung tumingala sya sa amin.. sigawan kami.. (that's where batista and i connected.. yikkee!) di na naisip kuhanin ang camera.. nung sa iba na tumingin, tsaka lang naglabasan ng cellphones..! haha!

the best experience yun... na "love at first sight" ako.. wwahaha! joke!

i'm officially a BATISTA FAN!!!!
(well.. of course next to Undertaker and HBK that is! ~.~)

2006-09-07T11:57:00.000+08:00

wahh.. just got back from galera..

last saturday.. i got my course cards.. and guess what 1st honors Dean's Lister ako! whahahahah!!!!
here are my grades (oh yah.. 4 ang highest namin.. in case of confusion):
PE- 4.0
General Psychology- 3.5
History- 4.0
Communication Skills- 4.0
Bible Study- (surprisingly) 3.5
Filipino- (again, surprisingly) 3.5
Aesthetics- 3.5

overall average:3.7
and ang qualifying mark for a 1st honor DL is 3.4.. i'm .3 higher! whaha!..

not really in a blogging mood... so til here muna!

pasukan nanaman tomorrow~! wah!!

2006-08-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

last night, natuluyan na ang phone ko.. nagcrash na sya.. T.T... so i'm using my dad's old phone...

i was in the blogging mood awhile ago.. kaso bigla ako nawalan ng gana..

finals kanina.. first day..

akala ng buong block corporate attire! kasi sabi ng acad adviser namin, di pwede casual.. halos buong akic nakacasual! badtrip! haha! bukas.. di na ko nakacorporate...

first exam: COMSK1X
grabe.. the exam was easy.. kaso nosebleed ako sa english.. la ako tulog kagabi so di gumagana ng tama yung utak ko.. pang asar.. nauubusan ako ng terms and i couldn't find the right words..crap!

second exam: FILIP11
haha~! easy! sobra.. enjoy yung word hunt pasakitan na nga lang sa likod...

third exam: AESTHET
one word... CRAP! lang kwentang exam.. her questions didnt make any sense..

yung proctor namin sa filip11 reminded me of Sir Larry namimiss ko na sya.. haha.. pati yung pagsasalita...

proctor naman namin sa aesthet... he reminded me of Edgar C. Baladjay haha..! funny.. wrong test paper pa binigay sa amin.. he wasted 30 minutes of our time.. pahiya pa sya sa amin eh..

before my 2nd exam.. i went to Quirino ave. para sa educ. plan ko.. nagjeep ako.. eh.. nung pabalik, nanghinayang ako sa P6.. kasi mejo malapit lapit sya.. so i walked back.. kaso kalaban ko yung araw.. grabe pawis ko.. di kinaya ng Zagu haha.. sobra pawis ko~!

owh.. and Valen learned dota.. ako na next in line.. haha.. si ryan sensei ko..=p

and frankly speaking.. i'd really rather hang out with the boys..

2006-08-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

la kaming pasok nung friday... and guess what i did??? PS2: Shadow Hearts Marathon!! haha.. imbis na mag-aral for the finals... naglaro.. from 1pm to 9pm.. haha.. with minor breaks such as snacks.. CR break and dinner! haha!! kakaadik yung laro eh.. later lalaro uli ako!

nakuha ko na rin sched ko or the next term.. ambilis..! bayaran na naman ng tuition!

Monday
PETRIID - 0700-0900am
ALGEB-X - 0920-1020am
COMSK2X - 1030-1130am
ORDEV-B - 1250-0150pm
NATSC13 - 0230-0330pm
DYNAREL - 0340-0440pm

Tuesday/Thursday
COMSK2X/ALGEB-X - 0940-1110am
POLIGOV - 1120-1250pm
WORPROC - 0240-0430pm

Wednesday/Friday
ALGEB-X - 0920-1020am
COMSK2X - 1030-1130am
NATSC13 - 0230-0330pm
DYNAREL - 0340-0440pm

Saturday
NSTPCW2 - 0130-0430pm

so ayun... full load ako next term... puro 3 hour breaks.. almost same sched lang sa last term.. nakakaasar! naging late pa uwian ko ng Tuesday Thursday.. may klase pa ko ng saturday! craa~p! i'll be missing church then... until december!! hayy... kung pwede lang ibagsak eh..!

not really in the blogging mood today... i'll update later or tomorrow!

finals na.. di pa ko nagrereview!!=)

2006-08-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

hay.. last academic day namin to!! wooh! la pasok bukas! finals na next week! kaso lugi kami sa DLSU-Manila.. last day n ng finals nila.. bakasyon na sila.. 2 weeks!! kami.. 5 days lang! bayaran pa ng tuition.. anak ng..!Ü

filipino.. ang weird ng last two groups na nagpresent... yung grupo ni Carlo at ni Derick.. puro kabalastugan ang nasa isip.. masaya naman at nakakatawa.. hehe.. lalo n yung kayla Derick.. naglabas pa talaga ng condom.. mga bastos.. =P

Aesthet... BORING!! pero la daw babagsak sa kanya sabi ni Ms. paje- Baril

Comsk1x lab... PERFECT AKO SA LAHAT! yeh!!! la pa akong ginawa para sa xtra credit!

NSTP... di naman masyadong naging senti si sir Zoe.. (at di ko pa rin gets kung pano naging "Zoe" ang Victor..?) pero sayang, di na sya ang facilitator namin next term.. trip ko pa naman sya magturo.. Reuben something daw next term.. mas magaling daw sa kanya.. mamimiss ko games nya...

Mga mamimis kong prof next term.. Skouhus, Obedicen, Maningas(kahit sobrang dami nyang requirements Arceo ayun..

hay.. preparing for finals...

2006-08-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

wah!!!!!!!! i've finished all my requirements!

finals na lang next week!

after a long weeken, besides my requirements...
lumabas kami at nanood ng My Super Ex-Girlfriend... crap.. the movie was so funnee.. although.. sobrang bastos.. hehe.. besides those oh-so-green parts.. the movie was actually good...

nandaya pa kami para makanood. sa Shangri-La kami at the time. Bibili kami ng ticket ng mom ko, tinanong nung miss kung ano age nung youngest namin. di nabasa ni ma na R-13 yung movie.. nasabi nya 11. so di pinayagan...

tumakbo ako kay ate Jahra para sya bumili para payagan, tas sabihin niya age 13. pinayagan.. pero nung magpapasign ng waiver.. ayaw maniwala nung miss na 20 na si ate.. haha! wala talaga sa hitsura nya..

kanina, at school.. i ate with the people i usually enjoyed my company with, rai, val and pat.. hehe.. ang ganda ng kuwentuhan namin.. kung san san napadpad.. dun kami talagang nakapag-usap.. over an hour kami nakaupo sa Mapecon(sama pakinggan no? kasi yun yung kainan sa tabi ng paecon na pest control.. hehe) ayun.. enjoy ako kanina..

pero, badtrip nanaman ako sa Filipino.. i really hate that prof.. kakabwisit... tas umaaayos nman yung prof namin sa Aesthet nawawala yung pagkasungit!

speaking of Filipino... sinundo ako sa AKIC at nung pauwi na.. may mga MMDA.. isa, kamuka ni T.Jet Gellecanao! sobra... build, at kung ngumiti, pareho! tinignan ko talaga yung surname nya sa uniform, nakalagay Reyes.. haha! sayang, akala ko tinalikuran na ni teacher Jet yung pagtuturo para maging isang MMDA..*lol*...

2006-08-20T10:09:00.000+08:00

RANDOM BLOG: VENT PERIOD

i see myself changing...
i do not know if its for the better or for the worse...

lately, ive been lazy in doing the things that i should be doing. i've been losing interest in things that i've loved to do... ningas-kugon nga yata..

nakikita kong problema sa sarili ko, pinoproblema ko ang mga di kailangang problemahin. o kung may problema nga naman ay pinapalaki ko ito.. ewan ko ba..

nagiging objective na ako sa mga taong nasa paligid ko.. judgmental kumbaga... may mga tao akong gusto kong iwasan dahil kung marinig ko lang ang boses nila ay naiirita na ako..

maraming freeloader, linta, pa-special, mayayabang at umaasa sa mga taong nakakasama ko ngayon.. iilan lang ang nabibilang ko sa mga gsto kong makasama hanggang sa makapagtapos ako.. buti na lang at nakilala ko sila, gusto ko nang magthird term para malayuan ko na sila...

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sori... random blog lang... the need to vent... stressed kasi!

2006-08-18T11:36:00.000+08:00

this day started out as a crappy day for me.. well.. for H17 at least..

we didn't have our Gepsych class today so we had our Food Festival at 930 til 1130am today.. everything was going well til the last part... Yung ceramic bowl niXtian nabasag nung bumigay yung leg ng table na pinagpapatungan nun.. sunud sunod na ang karma sa amin... hehhe... failure yun in short.. kaka badtrip.. sasarap pa naman ng food na pinagdadala nila.. may laing!!! kaso naubusan ako... badtrip talaga! baho na ng room 811

last night, i was at Valen's house in Makati.. nagluto kami para sa Food Fest... nabadtrip lang ako.. ang tatamad ng group mates namin! nung dumating lang uli si Valen tsaka na lang sila naggalawan... pakitang tao.. si Jet lang nag-asikaso ng pagluluto nung nawala si Valen at Lyz. basta yun na yun... grabe pagod at inis ko nun..

pauwi ako.. 7 na.. inoffer akong ihatid ni Kev sa Guadalupe Station[alangan namang tatanggi pa ako! makakatipid ako eh..] sumabay na sa akin si Lyz at si Kate, kaso south bound sila. Sumama rin si Kimber sa paghatid... wild magdrive ni Kev, amibilis sobra... hindi pa sa main road naka70 na sya... hehe.. loko loko talaga yun...

that's it for now.. xiao! asa comp lab lang ako eh..=)

2006-08-16T12:56:00.000+08:00

hay.. here i am again...

last friday, we went to CCP to watch Ballet Philippines' "All that Jazz". Their line up and choreographies weren't too good. i was not very happy with it although i was in awe on how they danced. they were so powerful. Hotlegs were also there. Natalbugan nila ang BP... as in. Powerhouse yung dancers nila. And amazingly, andaming dancers na nagtrain under Brezhnev Larlar na currently naghahandle sa Footworks. Speaking of which, nagquit na ako ng Footworks. di ako nagalingan kay Brezhnev. Walang nangyayari sa amin ni Pat... kaya yun..

Sunday, birthday ni ate nung saturday so we went to Powerplant Mall. We watched Click. It was so freakin' funny!!! haha [lalo na yung prince "Abubi" part> hehe... kakaloko... one of the best Adam Sandler movies ever, although may kabastusan...=P

Monday: nagkaquiz kami sa Gepsych! di ko alam. nakuha ko results today... 13/20 lang ako! (kasama na yung +2 kasi la erasures yung papel ko!} tas pinapagawa kami ng Hiphop Aerobics for PE Class. Pang finals daw namin. buti na lang at kagroup ko si Xtian tska si Jill marurunong sumayaw!

yesterday, tuesday... hay.. nabadtrip ako.. lang hiyang Office of Student Behavior yan! pinabalik-balik ako ng AKIC at Main! wala namang nangyari! tas kaninang umaga ako pinapunta... na nagmadali pa ako para di ako malate sa first class ko... i will not go into details kasi baka maasar nanaman ako... grrr..=P

today... not so much has happened. pero naurong daw Food Festival namin sa History. This friday na! hala! di pa kami prepared!! wah!

.....Hirap pero masarap ang college life!....

2006-08-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

people... i'm sorry i haven't been updating recently... i've been so BUSY!

a lot of things have happened since the beginning of august... and i don't know where to start!

My Finals are coming! crap! wah! bayaran na naman ng tuitions!!

Owh.. and Sir Rollz said that there will be no more College of Saint Benilde.. we are turning into the De La Salle University! All those who are part of the DLSU-System will be a De La Salle University. ONE LA SALLE! Sabi ni Sir ROllz yun, sana totoo lang! Magiging official La Sallian na ako!

Andami kong papers ngayon! Local History, Position Argumentative Essay (mini thesis), ORDEV-A requirements! mababaliw na ako!

yung iPod ko... T.T pina software update ko kay Marco kasi di ko mabuksan.. pinasukan daw ng virus!! wah!! pero aayusin niya daw!... computer nerd pala si Bes.. hehe! may warranty naman kung di niya kaya eh..

i only have 30 freakin' minutes til my next class kaya madaling madali ako magtype! nasa free internet zone nanaman ako ng school eh! haha! GO BENILDE!

haha! nagmamadali na talaga ako! so ciao!!!

i'll update as much as i can! la pa rin kasi internet sa bahay!

i miss you guys.. i hope you miss me too! [kapal!] =P

2006-07-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

Guess what... nahyper na naman ako... bago kong energy drink ang Chuckie haha...

nothing much happened today...

we had this Myers-Briggs Type Indicator MBTI for short sa NSTP.. Leadership/Management Test sya and i'm an INTP

INTP [Introvert, Intuition, Thinking, Perception]
Holistic Leader= Pursues Logical Purity
-Quiet and reserved. Especially enjoy theoretical and scientific pursuits [talaga lang ha]. likes solving problems with logic and analysis [nabibigla na ako]. Usually interested mainly in ideas, with little liking for parties or small talk. Tend to have sharply defined interests. Need careers where some strong interest can be used and useful.

INTP person daw si Einstein.. nerd daw tuloy ako..

im very theoretical daw! yun daw problem ko..!

hehe..

we then ate at Yellow Cab... "nawalan" pa ng wallet si Jet! so we had to walk back to AKIC... sabi na nasa locker nya lang..

andun din sila mark yu, arvin uy, arvin ramos, celso, aj tska si pat v. ayun.. nakakamis mga mukha nila.. nag-iba pa daw voice ko..

ayun... haha... wala lang...
nagugutom pa ako!

2006-07-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

here i am again.. early dismissal ako ngayon... la kasi si Sir Victor.. nasa Naic, Batangas daw sya.

mejo tamad na ako magtype kaya patawad na lang kung baboy2 tong sulat ko...

actually di ko alam kung anong ilalagay ko.. for the sake of updating lang siguro..

hmmm... let's see..

napanood ko na rin yung lovewrecked.. i was with paul at G4 nun..

tas.. ano pa ba... may bago na akong group sa PE.. puro boys na! sila derick, christian, james, ken, batista tsaka si jay.. sila lang yata... pinapagawa kami ng aerobic exercise with music.. hehe..

Midterm grades ko pala to.. sa mga nalaman ko... 4 is the highest
Aesthetics- 3.5
PE- 3.5
History- 4
Communication Skills-4
[darned] Filipino- 2.5
Gepsych- 3.5

yun.. d ko pa alam grade ko sa Bibstud...

di ko na alam sasabhin ko kasi wla talaga ako sa mood..

sori...

2006-07-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry if i havent been updating lately... DSL is disconnected, were applying for bayantel DSL.. because PLDT sucks...

by the way, i am accepted at Footworks.. yes! kaso.. ballet ang main focus nila.. so i'm a bit behind... i've been attending their practices 4 times already.. and they have a dance with Maksim's music.

and it's a good thing i wasn't updating the past week.. i've been so pissed off and irritable lately... what you might read are just cusses nad me telling about how my day sucked.. i felt so stressed and neglected last week.. anyway tapos na ang Midterms so hopefully i'd be fine this week...

i'm rushing so i have to end this now... oh! it was just yesterday that i watched Superman Returns. It's alright... i cant give my comments since i'm rushing! sorry!

2006-06-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

hay! naku busy busy busy...

may perfect opening entry ako!

this morning at 3am hamutaro one of our dogs.. kept on barking!.. nakakulong sila sa labas pag madaling araw.. eh kahol ng kahol.. hinintay kong tumahimik.. di tumitigil.. akala ko nakawala si yuki the other dog.. so i went down, di naman nakawal.. and i tried to shush him.. tumahimik ng sandali.. umakyat na ako.. isa lang talaga ang kumakahol.. pagkahigang pagkahiga ko.. tumahol na naman.. di tumitigil... naisip ko, baka natatae... bumaba uli ako.. pinakawalan ko.. yuki was alright. tuwang tuwa at nakawala.. then hamy was in a pouncing position.. di naman natatae... nakita ko.. kinakahulan pala nya isang malaking suso sa tabi ng cage nila.. grabe! yun lang yun... di pa ko nakatulog kagad!

haha!
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yesterday...
recollection namin.. required attendance... masaya sobra! dami games! ang kulit!.. may ginawa pa kaming activity sa manila paper.. samin daw pinaka maganda...:P hehe.. until one activity.. leche pang asar! and daming epal! uminit nanaman ulo ko... lumabas nanaman si suplada side.. tas nagplay kami.. ang kulit ng role ko.. nakahiga at may sakit.. si ian si st. benilde sasayaw sya tas itututro nya kami isa isa at bigla kami tatayo.. tumayo ako.. undertaker style.. haha.. narecognize ng mga mahihilig sa WWE...

sinulit din namin yung pagkain.. kasi P400 ung bayad namin... snack namin muffin. lunch kaldereta. pm snack palabok.. sarap lahat!

tas nagmass sila... sa labas lang kami.. ang kulit nila carlo.. dmi rin namin napag-usapan.. bumalik rin ang childhood namin.. naglalaro kami ng jackstones tsaka pick up sticks.

after ng recollection.. i went to G4.. andun kasi si paul.. i met up with him, tas nakita ko na rin dorm mates nya.. ayun.. then i went home..
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ngayon...

hmmm..
nothing special. official tutor na ako sa comski hehe.. "master" daw ako ika nga ni ian at ni edes.. la ako gana magupdate tungkol sa day na to... rather mas gusto ko mag-update tungkol sa mga kinaiinisan namin ng barkada..

si Boss/Yabang know-it-all sobra! ang daldal.. and from the name, bossy at mayabang! epal.. lagi feeling leader.. sabi nga ni friend, inggitera sa mas magaling sa kanya.. nakakaasar sya kanina..

si Lola/Landi nakakaasar lang talaga sya.. yabang din.. landi... social climber!

si Jack... basta there is somethng about her..

si Megaphone from the word itself.. need i say more...

mas kasundo ko pa talaga ang mga lalake.. mas ayos sila kasama.. bihira ang nakakaasar...

ciao...

2006-06-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

i hate groupwork! asahan ng asahan kasi eh... sakin lahat napupunta ng trabaho! basta yun na yun... i had a VERY gloomy yesterday...=( atleast napasa ko "newspaper" namin... thanks to Il Mon...

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Friday
i had my auditions for Footworks.. and what can i say?? i practically SUCKED! haha!.. jete, shaset.. and other ballet figures were done... i practically sucked at corners.. and Pat Monte was very good... bat pa kasi ako tumigil sa training eh... kakaasar... i met a new person.. nag audition rin siya.. si Daphne CDA student.. ballerina talaga.. second screening namin this friday... la pa results.. but i am really hoping to get into footworks.. kundi broken dream.. sobra... masakit sa akin yun cause that means i am an incompetent dancer... ='( *sniff*

Saturday
instead of attending church.. i went to Araneta for NCAA. Required sa PE eh.. kaysa naman mag midterms ako sa PE.. and for ORDEV purposes.. para pumasa na ako dun.. 3rd event ko na eh.. last! haha! i was there at 10.10am.. hinahanap ko si clarise para makuha ko ticket ko.. di ko sya makita so umikot muna ako ng gateway.. where i was supposed to meet terence.. baguhan kasi sa araneta... nakita ko si clarise sa may coffee bean. tempted akong bumili.. kaso nagtitipid.. nagsimula yung opening ceremony ng mga 12.30... nagutom na kami kasi pumasok kami ng 11.45 para good seats kasi general admission lang kami...la pa kami lunch, so lumabas na kami.. di na namin napanood yung game which was fine kasi ang champion team namin TAMBAK! haha.. nu kaya yun? anyway.. sa pagtitipid ko sa coffee bean.. napamahal ako.. lunch namin sa Teriyaki Boy si terence kasi mayaman.. pa credit credit card lang... 200 kagad nawala sa pera ko.. ='(.. ayun. so thats it..

sabi ni dad ipplan nya daw ang magiging globe sim ko.. new phone kaya to?? haha!

2006-06-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

here i am again at my parents' office... hinihintay namin si ate jahra kasi nasa CCP sya. may pinapanood na play.. tas ako.. nakatunganga dito...

hay... anyway...
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kagabi nanood kami nung OCA Artist Recital.. hindi kasama ang Coro San Benildo sa 7pm show.. andun sila sa 1pm show.. di ko sila napanood.. kasama ko manood si Jet tsaka si Rose.. nagback out si Pat.. so 3 lang kami.. the show wasn't worth P130... kasi, yung play ng Dulaang Filipino yun yung play nung orientation namin! sobrang asar kami kasi alam na namin mangyayari! kakaasar.. as for Footworks.. they had strong and weak dancers, they performed classical ballet, at..! lahat ng babae naka points![if you don't know what that means... naka toe shoes! as in their dancing on their toes!0.o] grabe, freaky! ninenerbyos na ko kasi BALLET CLASS ang audition namin! wah! bukas na yun! tas sa footworks... si Ate Joyce naman ang may kamukha..=P

today is another boring day! dami nang naasar sa Aesthet Prof namin. sobra.. kahit ako.. and to think that i thought i'd love that subject! for Comsk1x Lab.. Ms. Nicole gave us a SW.. na nagmamadali akong ipasa at the end.. kasi nag slack off yung grupo namin..=P and before the class began, parang may party kami.. nagdala ng spaghetti si Valen.. sarap! dami ko nakain..! bumili pa nga ako sa canteen eh.. plus yung luto pa ni Valen..

MOVIE REVIEW:: The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift :: Rating:: 4.3
ASTIG! yung location nang pinanooran namin kasama sa rating.. we were at Mall of Asia after school.. tas Director's Club ang pinanooran namin! mahal pero sulit.. you get Lazy Boy seats! and unlimited popcorn. ang ganda ng movie.. ang ganda ng mga car... nakakapanlaway! hehe! ang cute din nung girl.. maganda rin ang twist nung story.. and ang cute ng ending.. andun si Vin Diesel.. haha.. extra lang!
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i was tagged by Ms. Maure... hmm...

The first player of this game starts with "6 weird things/habits about yourself and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly.. in the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and choose their names.

1. i collect Japanese CDs... anime, music, DVDs... for some reason i feel so childish and "intact" when i watch/listen to it..

2. i only start warm up exercises for flexibility and extra muscle strength if i knew i had a performance or try-outs to get over with.. like at this moment.. before Footworks auditions..

3. the first and last thing i hold upon waking up and sleeping is my cellphone.. baka meron akong "cellphone anxiety.."=P haha..

4. i do 10 push ups everyday/night.. why 10? kasi yun lang ang maximum na kaya ko! haha.. minsan paglatang lata na ako, di pa umaabot ng 10 yun! haha! for added strength na rin at muscle toning.. pero ayoko maging masculada..

5. i want to be fat..ter..! hehe.. kung iba nagpapapayat ako nagpapataba! i try to eat more than my limit just to get that extra weight!

6. i try to budget my allowance.. but to no avail.. la rng kwenta! kwenta ako ng kwenta minsan.. di ko naman macontrol paggastos ko..! madali akong matukso..! =P ngayon walang wala na akong pera.. if you check my wallet P40 na lang ang laman! nagbayad pa kasi ako ng ticket sa NCAA sa Saturday!

i tag.. ate joyce, paul mempin, julian isleta, miera malcampo, val rivera, ice sundiam! =P hehe...

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gotta go!

2006-06-21T17:31:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i last updated... yung nakakaasar kasing DSL nanaman ay hindi gumagana...
so much has happened last week here at CSB...
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last week.. nagka-Pep Rally kami.. sumayaw ang Pep Squad ng CSB, ang Blazers [may kamukha si Ivy dun.. hehe..=)] tas ang mystery guy namin ni Valen, Pep Squad member pala..! lagi kasi namin sya nakikita sa AKIC and he looks so familiar! tas ewan ko ba kung bakit puro Archers pa rin ang ginagawa nila.. eh di naman kami pure blooded Archer.. hehe.. wala lang.. stray thought.

Nagkaron din kami ng Frosh Solidarity Night plainly disco party yun.. pero yung cast ng Let's Go! ng ABS CBN andun... sila ang opening number.. tas may mga taga Wazzup Wazzup! dun. yung school hymn namin ginawa ring rock version.. astig sobra! it was also a time where i got to know other blockmates other than yung mga madalas kong kasama. there was even a part na pasimuno kami sa pagbubuhat ng mga blockmates namin.. tsaka my part na ang cool ng beat... after some beats, sisigaw kami ng Go Benilde! [think La Salle cheer style] nabansagan na rin akong rakista dito sa event na to.. si ken kasi eh..

i wish i could post pics here pero you could go to Valen Rivera's multiply.. nasa links ko sya if you want to see the pics..
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this week.. nabibigyan na rin kami ng mga things to expect sa midterms namin sa July 3-7.. nabansagan rin akong one of the boys kasi ako lang ang nanonood ng NBA at WWE..[champion Miami!!!!] at the moment, im at I-Nook again.. hinihintay ko yung OCA Artist Recital. required kasi before i audition for footworks on Friday [yikes!]. for now.. goodbye! i have to eat! 7 ang simula ng show.. 5.40 na.. i still have to meet up with some block mates!..

bye bye! hope to update soon!

2006-06-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

hay!... i just had my interview for footworks yesterday. sobrang nerbyos ako... akala ko naman kung ano ang itatanong.. yun pala kung may experience lang ako at san ako nagtraining.. so i was proud to answer na meron nga.. he was also asked who were my teachers sa airdance.. naalala ko lang yung jazz and street, pagdating sa modern ballet.. i almost forgot Ms. Tin-tin Maranan-Novales.. kilala sya nung nagiinterview sa akin... auditions ko will be next week... ninenerbyos na ako..

kakalaman ko lang rin kay Patrick, ang nag-iisang blockmate kong makakasama ko sa footworks, na ang auditions namin will be a ballet class.. wah! ballet!.. weakness as in!

kanina rin, i met with gemma and jessica. kumain kami sa cello's. puro donut!... haha... ginawa rin naming studio yung cello's pic dito pic doon..

tinadtad din kami ng quizzes ngayon... HISTORY is the hardest.. di tao si Sir Rollz. easy version na daw ng UP exam yun.. wah! madali lang ang ComskiX at Bibstud.

xiao!

2006-06-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

links updated!

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internet here at home has been failing again.. nakakaasar na talaga ang PLDT! grrr... andami ko nang gusto i-update eh.. nakakalimutan ko na tuloy...

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Thursday
nalate ako sa klase ko..=P Filip11.. dumating ako within the grace period of 15 minutes.. nakakaasar! although di pa ako generally considered late, ayoko pa rin na dumarating ako na nauna yug prof ko.. and i hd to use the stairs going up! 8th floor grabe!! so mejo sira ung morning ko nun dahil dun tas alam kong galit sa akin si Paul nun.. pero later that day nagkausap na rin kami..

Friday
GePsych.. 1st quiz namin sa subject na yun.. uminit pa ulo ni Ms. Alcazaren.. kasi may nag-bigay ng comment or something na nakabastos sa kanya..
History.. naisubmit ko na rin ang geneology ko na pinaghirapan ko ng sobra sobra.. hindi naman nya binasa! lang hiya! creativity lang ang hinanap nya.. Very Good ang mark ko. nagpapanalo yund drawing ko! wahaha!

nakita na rin ng iba kong blockmates si paul, for the 1st time..pumunta sya nung U-break namin.. [DLSU at CSB walang pasok for a period of time] and 1st time din namin lumabas sa tagal namin.. hehe. sa Robinson's Manila kami pumunta.. we watched a movie.. Inside Man. di ko masyado naintindhan.. haha!!! di pati namin kasi nasimulan..Ü although maganda yung plotting.. di ko sya mabibigyan ng rating.. pumunta rin sya nung dismissal.. kasi la na sya pera.. nasakin yung P40 nya.. haha..

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::MOVIE REVIEW:: Take the Lead :: Rating:: 5!!!::
watched this yesterday! the best dance movie ever! no comments needed! galing ni Antonio Banderas.. the Tango Competition was the best! nothing more to say.. basta panoorin nyo.. kahit sa hindi mahilig sumayaw.. mag-eenjoy kayo.. matatawa pa kayo..=P

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i remember reading my sister's June Edition of K-Zone.. funnee!!! haha... i saw that they were advertising Kyou Kara Maou for Animax, which happens to be the most stupid anime network on cable [after Hero that is..], saying that they'll be showing it sometime this month? basta, they'll be showing it.. ang translation nila para sa "KYOU KARA MAOU" ay "GOD SAVE OUR KING" hahaha! grabe! they are so STUPID! isa isahin natin, shall we..

KYOU means today or now [maybe even save]...
KARA means from...
MAOU means demon king..

so were is the "God" [kami]?.. look at the pattern.. can't they atleast come up with something closer to the literal meanings of each word.. ANIMAX.. its A DEMON KING FROM NOW ON!

2006-06-07T18:56:00.000+08:00

i just came home.. and my head hurts like hell!!! my mom thinks that i am either anemic or i have a migraine...

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i went to school so early... grabe.. bangag na bangag pa ako!.. so i was talking to Paul.. naka headset ako.. akala ng mga tao i was talking to myself.. ahaha..

GePsych.. it was sort of amusing.. she made us watch Eight Crazy Nights last Monday which was an Adam Sandler movie.. it was so crazy. so we discussed it..

History.. hmm.. syempre pag si sir rollz magulo na.. lively nanaman ang discussions..

break..we tried to look for Chicken Chicken. sikat na resto yun sa mga benildeans... kaso.. sumobra yung paglalakad namin.. nung nakarating na kami.. PUNO NA! kaasar! so we had to settle for Tulyase.. isa pang carinderia na kadalasan kinakainan namin..

the rest of the day was swell.. Ms. Pam liked our class.. comskix prof namin sya... anyway.. basta school was fine.. except for one thing...

::A MAN NAMED TERENCE YU!::
sa sobrang kakulitan nagkaaksidente tuloy... tama bang itext si paul na break na tayo... hindi ko tuloy alam kung galit sya sa akin... di nya sinagot yung tawag ko.. mabait naman yung tao, masayang kasama... pero.. T.T.. kumalat na yung ginawa nya.. nalilink na ako tuloy sakanya..

2006-06-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

my head feels so heavy... second day in a row na hindi maayos pakiramdam ko... stressed nanaman! haha...

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today... ang aking dreaded school day... all subjects are BORING! grabe... filipino.. 1st quiz namin.. i got a 20/25..[hehe.. sorry terence...Ü].. ayun.. may bago na ring nangungulit sa akin.. kapalit na ni marius kaw.. intsik rin.. si Terence Yu. lagi nya akong kinukulit dahil sa buhok ko... kinokonsensya nya ako dahil nagpagupit ako..=P hehe.. ang kulit nya sobra.. buti tuwing filipino ko lang sya katabi...

yung aesthet teacher namin, unti unti nang sumusungit.. ewan ko sa kanya, menopausal stage na yata...=P

nung break namin..bumalik kami sa 3rd's Cuisine kung san kami unang kumain kasama yung mga guys [ian, kevin at gerald]. kahapon pala sa Solomon Guest House kami kumain.. masarap.. gawa ng Benildeans.. kaso, mejo mabigat sa budget.. pero sulit na rin... hehe.. naaliw ako sa Spiderman Iced Tea nila.. anyway, back to today.. after eating, pumunta kami sa CSB Main. naghanap na kami ng orgs kasi Starweek na [recruitment week]. marami dun sa nakasama namin gusto i-try yung fencing kaso may try-outs pa... e di sila marunong.. as for me, i saw my dream org! Footworks Dance Theatre.. waaahh! kaso mag-iinquire na sana ako.. walang tao..T.T bukas daw ang pre-registration eh...

NSTP.. napaka-open minded ng prof namin.. kahit mejo malaswa na yung napag-uusapan.. he still finds it useful for the discussion.. mali first impression ko sa kanya..

going home.. sinundo ako ni ma sa Red Ribbon sa taft... naglakad pa ako..T.T.. i also bought my locker..nung dumaan kami sa SM.. na-over heat kami.. [gasp! egads!].. so kakauwi ko lang ngayon..

i have to go.. may geneology thing pa kami para sa history and i have to do it NOW!

2006-06-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

sa wakas... nagkautak na rin pumunta ang PLDT dito sa bahay! may connection na uli kami! wahaha! anyway...

i had a very boring weekend!

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i had a Brothers Burgers dinner for two consecutive nights.. mejo nakakaumay... una kasi, we came from church, my mom treated my two aunts. then the next day... ayaw magpaluto ni ma ng dinner so nagpadeliver na lang... kaso, sawa na si ma sa pizza so she chose Brothers instead...

Sunday, i was watching SOP. All i wanted to see was Gary Valenciano... i didn't expect to see Gab Valenciano.. i was like "woah!!! ang gwapo niya talaga!" ang galing niya sumayaw! manang mana sa tatay.. he studies in Benilde so i always look for him when i go to the main building! hehe!

::Judgment Day::
i watched this yesterday [Sunday].. i know that the WWE here in the Philippines is so late.. so i'm really not updated anymore... but i was so disappointed! NATALO SI UNDERTAKER ng the so-called "great" Khali! the hell!.. la lang just ranting...

as for my classes.. ang boring ngayon! and i'm sick today... [awwww...] nilagnat ako and my right leg hurts...

ciao!

2006-06-02T12:24:00.000+08:00

hay.. it's so frustrating that i can't update when i want to... asa internet cafe nanaman ako sa may school. nagpprepare kami para sa surprise namin kay Ian kasi birthday niya. hehe.. ang sweet namin noh..

anyway, yesterday nilebre kami ni Ian sa Glorietta. sosyal, yellow cab pa.. tas nag time zone kami.. hehe.. ang saya.. kasundo ko si Valen sa games..=) we were supposed to watch a movie kaso walang sched na maganda...=( benchwarmers sana.. ayun nagpakaloko na lang kami sa camera... napagtripan pa nila yung Gold's Gym... basta sobrang saya! hehe..

that's all for now.. i have to go...

ciao..

2006-05-30T14:58:00.000+08:00

sa wakas! internet! nasa i-Nook ako ng school ngayon. blocked ang Friendster dito so di ko pa rin sya mabisita. =( any way...

:: MOVIE REVIEW ::X3- Last Stand::Rating::4.3
We watched this last sunday.. ayos naman sya.. marami rami rin ang subtle humor na ipinakita dito. Action packed [malamang...] although it focused to much on love.. naging partial love story sya. toink.. hehe.. di lang talaga bagay si Wolverine tsaka si Jean Grey/Phoenix... spoiler... nang-hinayang ako kay Xavier.. although alam ko malamang may 4th part pa yun. sayang din yung ibang main character... parang naging extra na lang.. tulad nila Colossus.. sayang.. basta.. yun na yun..

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ngayon..

andito ako sa i-Nook kasi hihintayin ko si ate jahra ng 4 hours! kakaasar.. so dito muna ako, tas sa starbucks na ako..
kanina sa NSTP.. yung pinaghirapan naming collage.. nawala ni Marco.. nakakainis.. although wala na kaming magagawa.. so yung group namin walang presentation but we were given a chance next week.. [bait ni sir].. tas nung sunday.. i bought a Bob Ong book.. yung ABNKKBSNPLAKO kasi required sa Filip11.. nga pala nag-iba na prof namin dun.. si Ms. Leano na.. back to the book.. i enjoyed it.. in one night i finished it.. di ko ineexpect na ganun yun kasi, honestly, may discrimination ako against Filipino literature...[sama ko no..] nakakaaliw sya in fairness.. ayun.. ang boring ng classes ngayon. sobra!

.. la na akong maidagdag.. so i'll update soon again!..

2006-05-26T13:26:00.000+08:00

alam niyo bang sa library ako gumagait ng internet?? haha.. ang saya dito sa benilde.. and i got my id yesterday!

di ako naka corporal attire today.. yes! last day na pwede ang casual eh.. so we're making the most of it! supposedly nagreresearch kami sa gen. psych.. hehe.. pinaphoto copy na lang ni kevin.. mga tamad hehe..

may prof kami kahapon na 19 years old lang! masters degree holder na from UP Diliman.. ang gwapo.. hehe.. joke.. akala nga namin nung una student lang eh.. naka iPod pa ksi nung una tas umupo sa likod ng classroom.. and his name is Josh.. no sir, no mr., no teacher... just Josh.. or else i'll fail you! hehe..

3 hour break namin ngayon eh..

sige na! sobrah na ako.. hehe..

next time na ang details..

ciao!

2006-05-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

i have been walking from Vito Cruz station to the AKIC building... and if you can feel the pain of my feet... GRABE! naka corporal attire na kami.. high heels... darn it..

today..

nag pedicab na ako papasok! haha.. kakaasar nga eh.. pumunta ako ng registrar's office para maclaim ko na id ko.. wala akong OFFICIAL RECEIPT! nakakaasar.. may mga bagong taong nadagdag sa grupo ko. si Kimber [lalake yan ha!] at si Lyz... so sa grupo namin, bale 9 na kami.. 5 babae, 4 na lalake.

Nung 3 hour break namin... pumunta kami ng Rob Manila.. wala lang.. naglibot kami.. kaso inabot kami ng ulan. haha.. si kim ang tapang tumawid. haha..

ang saya ng history, bakla kasi prof namin.. sobrang kulit nya! tas yung bibstud.. boring pero may mga hirit yung prof namin.. "my pornographic, este photographic memory is not that good.." haha..

di ko na rin itinuloy yung try outs sa Pep Squad.. maghahanap na lang ako ng paraan para makapasok sa Footworks.. i really want to dance Jazz

ayun.. kasabay ko nanaman umuwi si kevin at si ian.. labeled nang-iiwan daw ako.. kasalanan ko ba puno yung cart nila kahapon.. grabe sa taft station sa MRT... di umuuroong pila.. naasar na nga si kevin... which now brings me here to circle c.. haha.. bye!

2006-05-23T19:39:00.000+08:00

WARNING!! LONG POST! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!
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my first day in college...
Professors ko::first impressions
Mr. Contreras[?]-PE: he looked strict at first.. pero mabait siya. mukhang isa sa magugustuhan kong professors namin. palatawa at friendly ang approach. may game syang pinagawa sa amin

Ms. Melissa Alcazaren- General Psychology: mother-like.. kaso mahina boses. nagpapatawa rin at may activity na pinagawa nanaman sa amin para parang getting to know your blockmates more [haha.. may lovestruck daw]

Sir Rollz!- History: mukhang di na ako mabobore sa history.. ang kulit ng baklang ito.. di ko namalayan nagdidiscuss na pala sya, parang nakikipagkwentuhan lang.. graduate daw sya from UP Diliman and very proud of it..waw.. hehe.. tas ang origin daw ng word na jologs ay-diologs [dilis, okra at itlog.. toink! haha!] basta sobrang kulit nya.. tuwang tuwa nga si Patrick sa kanya eh..

Mr. Dino Yao Gonzales- Orientation: ang aming adviser.. makulet.. he reminds me of teacher Edgar hehe.. makulit sobra... ang lakas ng boses.. ["it's ok to sleep in my class, no worries, walang problema.. tignan lang natin kung makatulog kayo sa lakas ng boses ko!] ang kulit pa nga nya eh... ayaw pa ibigay yung pangalan..

Ms. Pamela Skouhus- Communication Skills: ang hirap ng apelyido nya no? Dutch daw kasi asawa nya.. astig sya magsalita, ang ganda ng accent.. kaso stricta.. although may sense of humor.. she uses it in a sarcastic manner.. extended highschool to! no speaking in filipino sa room nya! wah!

Mr. Rudolph "Pope Jun" Yap- Bible Study: this time no excuses ang religion ko.. ang boring niya sobra.. pagsakanya kami sobrang bagal ng oras! yun lang...

Ms. Analisa Rodriguez- Filipino: one word.. BORING!!

Ms. Josefina Paje-Baril"Ms. Joe"- Aesthetics: she is so fun!!!! ang open nya sa students nya.. she can do different accents and speak different dialects.. she calls our attire "costumes"!

Mr. Victor Obedicen- NSTP/CWTS: strict.. para syang military man.. although nagpapatawa.. napaka seldom!
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::DAY1::
grabe.. i woke up so early in the morning.. di na ako sanay. i woke up at 5am sincei had my class at 7 at CSB. when they woke me up, i was like "whatdf? 10 minutes pa!" i tried sleeping early last night, but i kept on tossing and turning... [yan ang nagagawa sayo ng puyat].

instead na sumakay ako sa MRT north edsa, sa LRT monumento na lang ako sumakay para isang sakayan na lang.. nung nasa gitna ako ng pagkahaba-habang pila para makabili ng ticket, nakita ko si Jessica! may kasabay na ako! wah!.. nung malapit na ako sa ticket booth. nakita ko si Michael Yokoi tas bigla ko na rin nakita ate ni Jessica, e may extra ticket sya so sa akin na lang niya ibinigay.

upon arriving at CSB-Main, i was so nervous! di ko alam kung san ako pupunta, pero tinuro na sa akin ni ate Kay pagkapasok ko.. wala akong nakilala.. pagtingin ko sa stairs, kasunod ko ang napaka kulit kong blockmate na si Clarise [paulinian]. tas sumunod na rin si Jeh[from Quezon] na isa na sa lagi kong kasamang blockmate. nakita na rin namin sa may registrar isang grupo ng boys ng block namin, so sabay sabay na kaming umakyat sa Dance Room kung san ang PE namin. nagkamali pa nga kami ng pasok eh, kasi naman may female prof na masungit na pinapasok kami sa Multipurpose Room na katabi lang ng Dance Room. eh ibang section pala yng handle nya. sa dance room, ang daming nadagdag sa block namin! 45 na kami.. kami daw pinakamalaking block! so after nung PE namin.. pumunta kami sa cafeteria, since we have 30minutes to go to AKIC[Angelo King International Center] for our GenPsych.

una kong nakita sa AKIC si Felice. katabi kami ng room..
tas nakasaalubong ko uli si Jessica. Basically in every classroom.. puro orientation muna.. ayun.. for our lunch, pagbaba ko, nakita ko si Peevee Corral.. ako, si Kate, si Valen at si Jeh... kumain sa carinderia.. sulit naman.. mura pa.. nilakad lang namin sa Leon Guinto. tas pumunta kami ng CSB-Main para bumili ng PE uniform. then we walked back to AKIC. another subject.. tas bumaba uli kami dahil may 50minute break.. nakita ko naman si Mark Malcampo hehe.. small world talaga sa DLS-system.. during our last [boring] period.. may mga second year na pumasok at sinabing corporal attire na kami bukas.. panic buong block kasi, late announcement... nung pag-uwi ko naman.. tumawag si felice nung papunta akong taft tas sinabing binawi na raw! whatdf??? bhala sila.. tas nung naghihintay ako sa MCDO taft... nakita ko si Anna Sese at siSelwyn. small world talaga!

DAY2
i arrived at about 7.40. so i walked to CSB... upon arriving at AKIC.. ang daming tao na nag-aabang sa elevator.. and almost every frosh was wearing corporate attire.. Filipino class was up.. boring although may game which was charades. Aesthetics was next... ang kulit ni Ms. Joe.. she asked us a lot of stuff.. pati love life nadamay.. hehe.. kasi nagtanong sya kung sino may boyfriend or girlfriend.. so i raised my hand.. tnanong kung ilang months.. sabi ko "XXmonths".. sabi nya.. "a X months na lang.. pwede na itsupe!" haha..=p.. nalaman ko rin sa group of friends ko kung sino na ang may boy/girlfriend

2 hour break na namin.. we were looking for a place to eat.. when our "Bosconian" blockmates [mga taga Don Bosco] asked us to join them.. nakita kasi namin na kumain sila sa carinderia na malapit sa kinainan namin.. nagkakasundo kami sa food! mga kuripot! haha.. sila si Ian, Gerald at si Kevin.. pumunta muna kami ng CSB main para bumili ng PE uniform.. then we went to the University Mall.. [ang init dun]...

we came back to CSB for our last subject: NSTP. puno at ang haba ng pila sa elevator.. so we decided to use the stairs.. 8 FLOORS HIGH! wah! so pagod na pagod kami.. ang boring pa nung class.. buti na lang maaga kami dinismiss.. i got to do my dental and get my ID tomorrow morning..

kasabay ko sana si Ian at si Kevin umuwi kaso humiwalay na ako ng carriage kasi puno dun sa gitna.. tas i still saw Kevin sa haba ng pila ng Taft station. pero di na rin kami nagsabay kasi sa Guadalupe sya bababa... alangan iwanan naman nya ako. so pagbaba ng MRT.. i had to walk to SM North.. i hope you can imagine the pain my feet were feeling [heels! and i never road anything to school maski pedicab! puro lakad!]. nag-abang ako sa Auntie Anne's kasi magshoshopping kami ni ma para sa corporate attire ko that i'll wear EVERY FREAKING DAY! and i decided to text Paul.. andun dn pala sya... he found me, kahit di ko sa kanya nasabi kung nasan ako... galing.. hehe! tas yun.. sabi nya nga that that may be the last time that we'll be seeing each other.. [wag naman sana! T.T]

tomorrow i might be trying out for the Benilde Pep Squad.. hehe.. 6-9pm.. late na ako uuwi! pero if i get in... and then i make it to Footworks Dance Theater one of benilde's dance troupes.. i'll have to quit the Pep Squad..

i have to go now.. my feet are really KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-21T12:05:00.000+08:00

since i know nothing will be happening today... and i'm really BORED! call me childish.. this is all about Kyou Kara Maou[A Demon From Now On], my latest anime addiction.. anime addicts! i recommend this [unless you hate yaoi]! hehe.. and these are the guys who make watching it so interesting:

the demon yuuri

the gay yet skillful swordsmanGunther.. too bad he's gay.. he's cute though.

the silent Conrad [crush ko to! swear!]

the strong Gwendal.. who knits.[isa pa to! gwapo!]

the "genius" inventor Anissina

and the macho crossdressing Yozak..

Memorable and Laughtrip Screencaps from various episodes

Anissina and Guinea Pig;Crossdressing Yozak;He picked up the knife!;I'm having insolent thoughts!

jealous Wolfram;Wolfram [yep, that's a guy];this is their way of PROPOSING;freaky skeleton, take me somewhere!

Yuuri's temporary undies;the beginnings of YAOI;fiance;Anissina's greatest invention! the manually operated fan!

haha.. wala lang talagang maipost at magawa.. kaya hayan! forgive me.. lalo na sa mga di nakakarelate sa akin!

and this will be my sign-off icon..

ja matta ne~!

2006-05-20T12:43:00.000+08:00

links updated!
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here's the lyrics of i'd rather be green than be blue.. it's been a while since i heard it again.. ate joyce.. i know you're reading this, please don't be offended.. no offense sa mga atenista... just for fun.. nakakatawa talaga eh..

I'd Rather Be Green Than Be Blue (The La Sallista Song)

Kamusta na mga 'tol, kapwa kong LaSallista
Year 2000 na, di ka pa rin nag-iba
Galing gumalaw, bolero nga naman
Ngunit bilib ako sa layo nang 'yong narating.

Di gaya nang iba, satsat lang nang satsat
Pagdating sa basketbol wala namang binatbat
Dribble nang dribble di naman maka-shoot
Sa strike lang ni Paeng buhok nila'y kukulot

(Chorus)
If I were to live my whole life again,
I'd still want to be a La Sallista pa rin
Bayaran mana ako, I will still say to you
I'd rather be green than be blue

Mahirap daw magmahal nang syota nang iba
Yan ang sabi sa awitin nang tatlong matanda
Megastar, boldstar, star for all seasons
La Sallista lang pala ang hinahanap nila

Kawawa naman ang mga iba diyan
Nagtutulong-tulungan, di naman yumayaman
Manager, chairman, presidente daw sila
Ngunit LaSallista ang may ari nang kumpanya

(Chorus)

Wag mo 'kong subukan, that's what Erap said
Di naman siya uurungan ni Ms. Gorayeb
Mga loyalista, daldal nang daldal
Wag kang magtataka kung bakit - binaril si Rizal!

Ano, binaril? Bakit? Eh Atenista eh...

Mestiso man o hindi, pandak man o kirat
Pagdating sa entertainment, LaSallista ang lahat
Beauty queen, model, napapalingon
Ngunit LaSallista lang pala ang hinahanap nila

Si Gary, si Randy, at si mega-Mel
Ilan lang sa madaming La Sallistang sikat
Si Michael De Mesa, si Cocoy Laurel
Pati na si Ogie at si Juan Miguel

(Chorus)

2006-05-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

WARNING!! LONG POST! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!
re-updated

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just came home from St.Benilde... saya ng frosh orientation...

pumunta si jeca sa bahay nung umaga tas hinatid kami ni ate jahra sa mrt.. nung dumating na kami sa CSB dami tao.. almost everyone was wearing green.. kaso.. konti gwapo..Ü nga pala. joke.. si paul lang pogi para sakin.. sipsip lang ako kasi kasama ko sya..Ü pero syempre totoo.. macho pa nga eh.. [siya na nagtype nun]. madaming pinagawang game samin. ang saya.. dami ko rin nakilala tulad nila [mga block mates ko] Valen, Jeh, Kate, Terence, Carlo, Patrick, Ken, Kim, Richard, Clarise, Rose, Prelaine, Chimiko, Edes, Rowena, Jay, Patricia, Derick, Krizia, Stacy, Ian, Kevin, Krizza, Christian sila pa lang naalala ko.. hehe.. un muna.. sa susunod yung iba.. narelive ko yung "chimmy chimmy chummy" days namin... hehe.. NYC Baguio 2004.. nakakamiss!! tas my "in between game" kami where we were divided into 2 groups.. nakakapagod yung game na yun.. we also had "evolution": a new way of playing rock paper scissors; you evolve into 4 stages from egg to chicken to eagle to archer..[kitang kita ang discrimination sa mga atenista..Ü] if you win.. you evolve.. if you lose you have to go back to a previous stage.. when you reach the "archer" stage.. you win.. you're out of the game! may "tea party" din kami.. you get to talk to all your blockmates.. meron ding "name tag game" where you have to say something "sexy" about yourself.. hehe..

we went to the auditorium para sa video thingy.. may cool music video sila na kinompose ng mga lasalista.. iniinsulto nila atenista.. haha! lalo na yung scene na may archer at censored eagle na pinana tas naging fried chicken na kinain ng lasallista.. hehe... i've heard that song before eh.. ang kulit! tas for our intermission, nag play ang Dulaang Filipino, andun si Vincent Pajarillaga... ayos character niya.. death! for our lunch.. chicken joy pinakain sa amin.. tas nagkatour kami sa main building pa nga lang.. in the end, pinakita nila yung booths ng different orgs at varsity teams.. i was looking for a dance org pero wala pa eh.. so i signed up sa cheering squad nila pero di pa final yun. actually i only enjoy watching cheering but i'd pick any other dance style kasi napakarobotic and one-sided ang movements ng cheering, lalo na pag la salle so kumbaga kung wala akong mahanap na ibang org, last resort ko na sya.. pero it would be cool to be dancing live on NCAA, diba?

on going home.. dapat susunduin ako ni paul, tas hang out ng sandali.. eh di natuloy dahil kay ate jahra. ayun so pumunta sya dito.. pero wala na sya ngayn.. tas planong rebelde [eto nanaman ako..] since r-18 yung da vinci code dito sa pinas, tatakas ako sa tuesday.. sabihin ko kasama ko block mates ko.. kahit hindi..Ü hehe.. pasaway nanaman.. at may pagnanasa yata yung aso namin kay paul.. inaagawan ako.. T-T... hahaha!

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::yesterday::
tambay lang ako sa bahay.. hehe.. tag-adik ako kahapon.. anime marathon ako ng "Kyou Kara Maou". ang kulit ng story nya kaso may hint of -yaoi-[translation: guy to guy chuvaness..Ü].. may bago na akong crush! call me childish pero nagkacrush nanaman ako sa anime character: si Conrad at si Gwendal! grabe gwapo.. pero before that... PS2 marathon kami ni ate.. NARUTO!!!!! kaaliw sobra.. hehe.. naging crush ko uli si Sasuke... hehe.. may mini games pa sila, sobrang kulit.. tas for American Idol.. Tanggal si Elliott Yamin! wah! sana yng babae na lang.. bet ko sana after nawala si Chris Daughtry, sila ni Taylor Hicks makakarating ng finals... so now, im rooting for Taylor Hicks!

2006-05-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

WARNING!! LONG POST! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!
profile updated..
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::Last Night::
i came home... my head freakin hurts and i coudn't find my glasses and i ran out of contacts.. so i was squinting on the monitor.. i was supposed to post this last night but my sister butted in...

yesterday afternoon

i went to benilde, the AKIC building along arellano and estrada ave. oh.. and i was wearing a skirt.. feel ko nun babaeng babae ako. i arrived a bit early so the guards made me wait at the canteen. their canteen actually wowed me.. ang ganda nya.. sobrang linis at ayos. sana mura lang rin pagkain. then they made us go up. yung mga nakasabay ko sa elevator tahimik at first. we were supposed to submit photocopies of the results of the x-rays we had. eh wala naman nakalagay dun sa requirements so the woman at the counter made us go to the other end of the building para magpaphoto copy. may dalawa akong nakasabay at sila una kong nakilala.. si Catherine Umali from ICA at si Valen[?] Kay Rivera from St.Paul[di ko alam kung from which St. Paul sya]. i actually didnt ask for names, nabasa ko lang dun sa form na pinafill up sa amin and they did the same. akala namin ni Catherine libre yung photocopy so aalis na sana kami, tas pareho pa kaming walang pera, buti si Valen meron.. hiyang hiya kami.. hehe.. so dun nagsimula conversation namin and i made new acquaintances...

inside the clinic, while waiting, we filled up the forms.. pinagkakatuwaan namin yung ibang tanong kasi di namin maintindihan.. hanggang sa nagkatanungan kmi ng block sections.. sabay pa namin nasabi ni Valen na block 17 kami pareho si Catherine, block 18... may mga dumating pa na mejo late.. isang girl dun block 17 din pati isang guy.. ang kulit nung girl eh.. hehe, masayang kausap.. nung nalaman nyang block 17 ako tsaka yung guy, she stretched out her arms at me and the unknown guy, saying

"block mates! block mates! pasensya na ha... nangongolekta lang ng blockmates"

i figured that she has a good personality, madaling pakisamahan.. wineigh ako at...shet! ang gaan ko! wah! 82 n lang ako!! san pumunta yung mga kinakain ko??? nagulat nga si Catherine sa akin sabi pa nya tama yung course na pinili ko.. nung physical tests na, pagkalabas ni Catherine, lumapit sya sakin.. binulong niya.. "grabe ang weird.. maghanda ka na lang.. pahuhubarin ka.." true enough... that was the WEIRDEST experience ever..

we ate at Teriyaki Boy at T. Morato after that.. and my head was aching like hell! i couldn't eat... i felt like throwing up.. i lost my appetite.. so i had to go home.. i couldnt sleep... so i still watched "Bahay mo ba 'to?" and i was wondering.. if i had the "paranoidism" of the character Jonathan.. would i live through the humiliation?? haha.. random thought...
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::This Afternoon::
i went to SM with my dad.. i had to get my eyes checked.. my left eye just rose a grade step higher.. from 2.00 to 2.25.. so i got the lenses of my glasses changed and bought 6 new pairs of contacts.. that would last for half a year. then i went with my dad to a dermatologist to get something out of his skin [and i was waiting.. bored to death] since i knew where to go..

what i like about going out with my dad is that he drops us back home if we already finished with what we're going to do unlike my mom who drags us here and there and wherever she will go.. that drives me basically insane..[and completely bores me..]

i am not expecting anything to happen further this afternoon so i made an early post...

ja matta ne~!

2006-05-16T11:02:00.000+08:00

now i know what i'm feeling... pure neglect.. that's what's keeping me down... i feel so damned neglected.. hay.. guess that's life... parang bula.. pagpumutok na... nakakalimutan na... 3rd strike na kagabi.. tama ka aiel.. this is the storm in my soothing rain.. wala pang silver lining sa clouds ko.. nawawala naman ang ulan kung kelan ko kailangan

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::MOVIE REVIEW:: Poseidon :: Rating :: 3.8 ::
Poseidon... hmmm... a good movie.. has a realistic approach... the actors were good.. the set was amazing. they really acted out their fears like the latina girl who was claustrophobic.. or the heroic dad who died for his daughter to save her husband. even the kid who was trapped was pretty good.. fergie was there.. extra nga lang.. my sister and i wanted a different ending though. instead of being found.. what if the helicopters didnt find them.. haha.. that would be fun... toink...

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whatever.. still feeling down.. so..

ja matta ne! do ahou!

still going to benilde to have my physical exam...

2006-05-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

link update...
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i am so hating this damned day! this is the worst-est... mood i've been in! ewan ko ba... i woke on the wrong side of the bed.. mula umaga.. di pa ako tumatawa.. seriously.. kahit yung casual talks namin ni roxanne that usually cracks me up... wala lang..

i am not in a blogging mood... kaya i'll make this short..

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weekend..
...grabe damages sa puerto pati sa calapan... all rooms on the first floor.. nabasa ng sea water.. basa... pati yung bahay namin.. we had to clean for 2 consecutive days... hanggang ngayon di pa tapos.. grabe ang damages.. parang kakabukas lang uli ng nirvana..

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di ko na madescribe pa.. wala akong gana.. nung nasa puerto ako sabi ko, ill really write about it, kasi i've never been so damned scared in my life.. ngayon parang wala lang..

i'll be updating again sooner or later.. baka malagay ko na dun yung details.. kasama ng long-overdued review ko ng Poseidon...

2006-05-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

Finally! the connection worked! it's so damn hot in this country... forgive me for my language but i've been in a bad mood for 2 consecutive days... bad trip ako.. di ko alam kung moodiness or may something na umaabala sa akin...

:: MY SCHEDULE ::
May 16- Physical Examination AKIC Bldg.
May 19- Frosh Orientation
May 22- First day of classes

all in all i have 24 units to complete::
Section/Block: HRI17

Mondays:
PEONEFP [physical fitness]-7.00am-9.00am
GEPSYCH [gen. psychology]-9.20-10.20
HISTORY - 10.30-11.30
ORDEV-A [orientation and devp.]- 12.50-1.50
COMSK1X [communications skills]- 2.30-3.30
BIBSTUD [bible study]- 3.40-4.40

Tuesdays:
FILIP11 [filipino]- 8.00am-9.30am
AESTHET [aesthetics]- 9.40-11.10
NSTPCW1 [community service]- 1.00-2.30

Wednesdays:
GEPSYCH- 9.20-10.20
HISTORY- 10.30-11.30
COMSK1X- 2.30-3.30
BIBSTUD- 3.40-4.40

Thursdays: [no lunch break!]
FILIP11- 8.00-9.30
AESTHET- 9.40-11.10
COMSK1X- 11.20-12.50
NSTP- 1.00-2.30

Fridays:
GEPSYCH- 9.20-10.20
HISTORY- 10.30-11.30
COMSK1X- 2.30-3.30
BIBSTUD- 3.40-4.40

2006-05-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

sup?? stupid internet's failing at home again so i'm at my parent's office... they left me!!! wahh!! dito daw ako overnight!!!!! just kidding hehe.. la ako magawa sa buhay ko..
updates...

::2 days ago::
nothing happened much nung umaga... so we went to church... after nun... for some reason, nabad-trip ako.. i wasn't in the mood to eat.. to text.. to do anything.. even to smile.. so i went to my driving lesson at night in a bad mood... buti na lang, si Sherwin yung napunta sa akin na instructor.. eh.. sobrang kulit nun... sya nagpatawa sa akin.. dami ko rin natutunan, kasi kahit papano, strict sya.. tas first time ko maka 4th gear sa manual, sa edsa.. hehe.. feel ko yung rush.. ang saya.. hehe.. tas yun.. nakatulog ako ng mga 2am, kasi di ko namalayan na umaga na pala.. kala ko 12 pa lang.. hehe.. tatanga tanga kasi...

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::yesterday::
we went to powerplant mall sa rockwell.. nung nasa paligid na kami ng makati, pinagdrive ako ni ate nung AT... first time ko humawak.. hehe.. angsaya.. walang hassle... hehe... ako nagpark tsaka naglabas nung car.. eh.. may time pa na hindi ko mahanap yung gas pedal kasi gabi na tsaka madilim.. hehe.. hindi na kami nakaandar dun sa hanging.. hehe.. tas may nangyari pa sa akin nung bumili ako ng bagong board shorts sa fitting room.. nakakatawa haha! hindi ko pwede sabihin sa public... kasi nakakhiya.. hindi para sa akin.. dun sa bata na.... bibitinin ko na lang kayo.. =P hehe..basta yun.. then we ate at PAZZO [craving for gelato again]... italian nanaman.. and its the first time i ate gorgonzola cheese.. sarap pala nun.. mukha lang kadiri.. hehe.. tas may cute at smart lookuing waiter dun.. mike pangalan niya.. hehe.. pero loyal ako.. mukha rin matanda yun eh..naglaro rin kami sa Power station.. hehe saya... nakita ko rin si JT dun sa powerplant..

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::MOVIE REVIEW:: Aquamarine :: Rating :: 3.4
eto nanaman ako.. feeling movie critic nanaman ako... nanood kami kahapon.. it was ok.. pero yun nanaman yung typical na story... only it involves a mermaid.. tsaka never ko naman nagustuhan umarte si Emma Roberts eh.. [ang arte ko.. hehe].. yun.. the guy wasn't even cute..[hehe.. ibang klaseng critic ako eh..] pero over all the story was just fine.. although it shows that some americans are "boy crazy" even at a young age.. ayos rin yung mga punchlines at ang mga pinag gagawa nilang kalokohan na nakakahiya... hehe.. nakakatawa rin sya... pero atleast the ending had a little twist.. the mermaid didn't get the guy.. and the girls didn't get what they want..

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i just came from my 7am driving lesson so mejo bangag pa ako until now.. hehe... la ako tulog,1am na ako nakatulog kagabi.. so i'll be goig to benilde again.. makukuha ko na rin yung EP ko.. hehe..! enrolled na ako! wah..

cge na nga..

ciao!

2006-05-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

Looks like I lied... di ako nag-update kahapon... ngayon lang ako mag-uupdate.. hehe.. mahaba-habang post ito!

About getting pissed off...
it was my sister's fault.. she shouted at me for a very petty reason, sa SM pa yun.. so medyo napahiya ako. And being the "cry baby" that I am.. naluha ako.. wahaha.. end of story.

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::MOVIE REVIEW:: MI:3 :: Rating :: 4.5
the movie rocks.. the best Mission Impossible installment for me.. the twisted storyline, the whole twist and turns of their mission.. it is great. It worked for me.. the whole action scene and the subtle humor they put into the movie was good.. and how they put in the punch lines, perfect timing.. and might I say, Tom Cruise looks better now... did Katie did something to him.. haha... la lang, kasi dati gwapo lang sya.. ngayon.. he's HOT! Hehe.. pero di pa sya worth crush material.. masyadong mataas ang standards ko.. hehe.. joke.. and to think he does his own stunts.. amazing
and i've got their theme song stuck in my head.. [dundun dudu dundun dudu dundun dudu dundun dudu dururun dururun dururun dudun!...] hehe.. ang cool ng opening nun.. yung puro drums.. astig

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::yesterday::
I woke up so early in the morning just to enroll at St. Benilde, para kang pinball.. kung san san kang window patatalbugin... tas di rin nakapag-enroll kasi kailangan pang asikasuhin yung educational plan.. so we went to E. Rodriguez.. sabay may malapit palang Prudentialife sa Benilde.. pagod na pagod ako.. so pumunta kami sa office ni ma.. I had to work again.. [under aged worker ako! La pa bayad!] hehe..tas pumunta kami ng McDo Visayas Ave for a meeting tungkol sa quartering. wahh.. sobrang miss ko na pala mga batchmates ko.. andun si Charls, Jasper, Arvin, Patrick, Jessica, Gemma, Zenon, Paul, Nico, Ron, Mark at Eddel.. aiun.. hehe.. namiss ko sila.. ang saya sobra.. ang kukulit nila charls.. hehe.. bagong babe yata ako ni eddel eh!.. hehe.. joke..

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So ngayon.. dami nilang nagpunta sa Bulacan ngayon kasama si Paul.. bakasyon sila.. la ako makausap, la ako magawa.. i'm all alone.. T-T.. hehe.. drama ko.. tama na nga!

Ciao!

2006-05-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

yah... just got back from SM... and i'm so tired... dunno why i'm updating anyway...

i'll just give you fast facts about today and give you the details and review tomorrow:

at about...
03:20pm- arrived at SM and was starving to death
04:30pm- ate ice cream... it was so hot!
05:05pm- unexpectedly saw paul..
05:30pm- hung out at the coffee experience to kill time
06-08pm- drove and got great remarks from my father-like instructor..
08:10pm- got pissed off...
08:40pm- watched MI:3... so damn cool!
10:50pm- arrived home...

i'm sure i'll be filling you with details tomorrow!

ciao!

2006-05-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

something is not right with me again... yesterday, i was this ultra hyper person... ngayon... low-batt.. as in i'm not in the mood for anything: eating, getting up, watching tv, heck, right now, even blogging... something's bothering me.. but i don't know what... jealousy? yah right... frustration? cguro... stress? malamang, but not really... being locked in? dati pang issue yun... hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano..

whatever...

::yesterday::
was at the domestic airport, sinundo namin si ate.. galing syang cebu... tas nadelay pa flight niya... runway traffic daw... it was like HELL!! grabe na gutom ko, sobrang init pa... ang supposedly 11.45am arrival nya naging 12.45pm... as in walang sinabi yung halo-halong kinain ko! buti naman we went to my aunt's place.. naghanda sila ng spaghetti [best i ever tasted!] tsaka ginataan.. sarap.. tas nagdala si ma ng bibingka.. grabe... i went up for seconds and thirds dun sa pagkain! tas we had a pretty fun game of blackjack... hehe.. hangin out with the oldies.. tas yun... i was hyper the whole day... di pa nga ako mkatulog... then jasper texted me... haha... may nabunyag rin ako!

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::today::
woke up... went to school [ng kapatid ko...] got her books.. then went to SM.. and hey.. one great thing about this morning.. i got a new pair of pants! wicked! [hehe.. trying to cheer myself up, dun mind me..] went to lunch then a-1.. ayan na... hehe... ang sama ng vios na napunta sa akin.. ayaw kumagat ng gas.. nakakaasar.. then i went home... at ngayon nbubulok ako sa bahay...

i have such a happy life!

haha

the end!

2006-04-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

something is definitely not right...

di pa ako kumakain! wahh.. hanggang hypnotic halo-halo lng ako tonight! im craving for a burger, but my dad gave me something angus beefy.. di ko pa nakakain. tambay nanaman ako sa office ng parents ko.. hay.. this is so boring... SOBRAH! di ko pa rin naeeddit lay out ko.. tinamad na.. hehe..

driving lessons nanaman ako.. haha... i know how to park! yeh! kaso clutch problems pa rin! wahh! lagi ako namamatayan... tsaka sa hanging.. di ko kagad matimpla ung gas sa clutch... kakaasar.. nafrustrate ako kanina.. tas.. my sister bought a new phone.. nakascore pa ako ng iPod crystal case na P500 lang! ung original.. around 1500 yun.. ung problema, smuggled ung binili ko..=P pero cheaper by a 1k un oh! diba!

nothing much has happened today... at mejo muntik magalit sa akin sa paul ngayon.. hay.. hehe.. that's life.. buti di natuluyan.. muntik na raw sya mapuno eh.. my fault na rin..=P

ciao!

2006-04-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

again... im in my parent's office... and i've just finished the letter that my dad asked me to write...

i came from Paul's house today.. and for the first time, hindi ito takas. haha... la lang, just hung out... pero kasama si younger sis... strict si mommy eh.. ok na kay daddy na ako na lang sana basta sundo-hatid ako ni Paul.. eh ayun.. mejo magulo.. tas yesterday... 1st driving lesson ko 2 hours sa stick shift... nakakangawit... palpak pa ako sa clutch... madalas ako namamatayan..=P... hehe... i'm not really in the blogging mood today... anyway..

ciao for now..

2006-04-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

+In Memory Of+

ALEX AQUINO
Father to my cousins Kuya Xave, Ate Joan and Kuya Bismarck. An uncle I never got to know well except that I know that he is a brilliant person who was a Cum Laude at the University of the Philippines and that he was a part of a team that built the San Juanico Bridge. Although he was a person of brilliance, he had his downfall. He was a person known to have a serious façade yet who knows how to crack up a perfect joke in good timing. He died last Sunday, April 16, 2006 at age 65 due to Tuberculosis and Cancer and was cremated on the same day at 6pm at the Loyola Memorial Park at Marikina City. His urn remains with his wife Mrs. Mila A. Aquino.

LUZ P. AMATA
My mother’s mother. In short my grandmother. She became a mother to all of us. We know her for being very frank and a bit of a snob. Napaka-sungit… maybe that’s where I got that attitude. She is also known for having a sharp memory even at old age. She also knows a great deal about politics. She was indeed very generous; to her neighbors and family. At age 85, her left eye went blind, yet at that age, she could do something that even some people my age cant do: reach the floor with her palms flat on the floor without bending her knees. She had the most amazing blue eyes proving that she was a beauty during her younger years, and showing her strong Spanish lineage. She died at April 22, 2006, due to Ulcer and old age and was brought to the Loyala Memorial Park for her wake and was cremated the next day, April 23, 2006 at the same location at 9am. Her urn remains with us, in our garden, for us to keep a memory of whom we’d call, everyone’s mom.

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I never got to attend my uncle’s wake since we were at the province but when my grand mother died, my mom immediately woke us up and we hurriedly took the earliest boat back home.

Dun ko lang talaga nakausap mga pinsan ko sa mother side. We were never that close. Ngayon ko lang nalaman yung mga pangalan ng iba kong pamangkin and ngayon ko lang rin nalaman na pastor pala yung isang pinsan ko, si Kuya Noel. He led a short message for my grandmother on her last day. Ngayon lang ako nakawitness ng cremation and I really miss her!

Ngayon… I went to LTO so early in the morning to apply for my Student’s Permit. Mabilis naman kami. Andun din si Paul. At medyo minalas sya dun sa LTO.. [kawawa naman xa]. Then I had my orientation sa A-1… nakatabi ko pa si Juris Villamor, 3rd year dati. Then nagkita kami uli ni Paul sa Starbucks… and I am so happy to be with him. Ang tagal ko na syang hindi nakikita… kaso pinagtatawanan nya pic ko sa permit ko... lumulutang daw ulo ko! wahaha! I also saw Marius at SM…

Ang saya pala pagnakikita mo HS friends mo… Lalong nkakamis ang buhay HS...

2006-04-19T13:52:00.000+08:00

NEWS FLASH!

my hair has finally been cut... SHORT!!! wahaha... naninibago ako sa sarili ko... i don't know if i like it or hate it... pero mas madali syang i-style ngayon... all i need is hair wax and hairspray.. i even thought about getting highlights, pero nevermind.. haha! yun na lang kailangan ko then my hair has turned japanese..=P

so what've i been up to... first of all.. lagi na akong puyat! ngayon lang ako nakatulog ng kumpleto... we watched eight below... ang cute ng mga aso! sobra!! then i've been to taft at sobrang late na ako umuwi.. napasubo pa ako ng starbucks kaya di ako nakatulog.. during that time, i was texting paul until 3am, parehas kami ng nararamdaman, parang there is this "distance" between us right now.. at mejo napahaba ang usapan... after saying our goodnights... di pa rin ako nakatulog! wah!

tas kagabi, nanggaling kami sa debut ni marie.. ang sweet nila jackie, nagcompose sila ng song para kay marie.. at first time ko nakita ng "live" si arwin.. haha.. ang cute nila..

recently, i've been running out of words to say and even thoughts to express... yan yata ang dulot ng bakasyon! wah!

ciao!

2006-04-17T15:08:00.000+08:00

wah!! back to civilization! no more insect bites to endure! yes!!!

haha... but i'm in my mom's office...T-T wala naman akong ginagawa dito.. anyway, uhm... i have been to puerto galera for a whole week... and my parents are planning to go back there again! sa thursday! wala pa akong tulog... then tomorrow, i'll be at the manila yacht club, debut ni marie... lam niyo bang hirap na hirap ako maghanap ng regalo para sa 18 treasures niya! wahh... tas bukas papagupit na rin ako incase... saying goodbye to my hair.. dunno kung paiiklian ko or ititrim lang...

well, i'm just updating you guys incase that i don't get to update my blog again for days.. kumbaga, advanced na para di kayo magtaka kung busy ako..=)

oh, and my uncle alex died yesterday, di nga kami nakapunta sa cremation nya last night. sayang.. atleast di na siya naghihirap.. dati la ng hospital ang tumtanggap sa kanya kasi parang no hope na nga eh... we'll be visiting my aunt later... atleast tanggap na nila yun.. prepared na sila ng mga pinsan ko..

awhile ago, i went to school, sa montessori, sinamahan ko mag-enroll yung kapatid ko. nakakamiss pala yung lugar na yun.. nakita ko si eddel, si mark, si arvin tska si megan.. may nalaman akong chika.. tsk... nakakaasar, i knew something like that would happen.. i mean, knowing her... [quiet na lang ako sa isyung yan].. tas i saw teacher larry! nakakatuwa.. nakakamiss na rin sya.. tas we talked... ayun.. we talked..=) hehe.. anu pa ba... ieenrol pala ako ni ma sa driving school. for two weeks straight... la kasi time si daddy na turuan ako.. ayun.. so i'll be busy [again].

tska sa mga nag popost sa flash box ko... sori di ako makareply. di makita sa computer na ginagamit ko yung box eh... sori.. wait na lang kayo kung may mikta akong decenteng computer..=)

2006-04-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

i haven\t been posting recently... la akong oras eh... i've been so busy!!

>enrollment and reservation sa benilde
>working at my mom and dad's office
>taga tinda ng halo halo..=)

hehe.. so ive been looking for time to use the internet..
andito ako sa puerto galera ngayon.. ngayon lang ako nakapag onlyn. ngayon lang may time.. nagmamadali pa ako magtype kasi nakikigamit lang ako ng computer..=)

hehe.. sige.. ciao for now

2006-04-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

ok... a late post once again...

for the past days my cousin's have been staying at our place... and i've officialy been their mall guide.. to shang, sm and powerplant... haha... kakapagod din pala yun. kahit walang sahod, lagi naman libre ang pag-kain.=) haha..

nung sunday, nagkafamily reunion kami.. pero we went to shang first. shopping muna tas we watched ice age2... sobrang nakakatawa! si scrat!! haha sobrang cute... tas we went home to prepare for the party.. the best preparation ginawa namin.. PS2 for 2 hours: Smackdown vs. Raw... hehe... tas yun.. jamming kami ng mga pinsan ko. tas sobrang nag-walaan na kami.. nabaliw si carl sa drums... hehe... nung time din na yun lang kami nakapagbonding talaga ng mga pinsan na nasa age bracket ko [13-20].

kahapon: we went to SM again for my uncle's last minute shopping.. then we ate at shakey's na sobrang tagal ng service! dahil dun, hindi ko tuloy nakita si paul. he was there, sayang! then for their farewell dinner, we ate at tong yang.. again busog nanaman ako! more chances of getting fat for me! pero recently, i started to have this weird feeling after i eat...[and that isn't the feeling that you need to go to the bathroom.] parang, kinakabahan ako or ninenerbyos.. i don't even get that feeling before performing... yung bang parang alam kong may masamang mangyayari. ewan.. dati pa yan eh, now its coming back!waaahh!!

wala lang,, hehe.. andito nanaman ako sa office ng parents ko.. nanggaling kami ni ma sa st. lukes. tas we went to gateway. eh ginusto ni ma mag-commute via MRT... muntik pa akong iligaw! haha... ayaw kasi makinig sa akin eh..=) cge xiao!

2006-04-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

ok.. so for the past days, my days start ending up late and usually im a bit busy to be updating my blogs [busy? it's summer right?]... so 2 days ago..

i was at my mom's office, helping out with the marketing strategies for the resort at puerto galera... that happened the whole day so tamad na tamad na ako...

yesterday..

woke up early in the morning, to go to my mom's office again to help out [dapat may salary na ako dito..].. then we headed to robinson's manila where my mom had to do her hair and make up for her show later that night. my sister and i went strolling and we had to walk with people strangely looking at us.. our outfits were a bit high class, but not formal, for the place..haha.. kasi naman pupunta kami sa hotel afterwards.. tas yun.. we had time to kill.. we went to a tea place sa mall pa rin.. then... i saw paul.. NOT! kamukha lang... hehe.. lalo ko tuloy sya namiss.. tas nung gabi nasa hotel na kami.. ang boring!!!! naging camera woman lang ako ng mom ko..Ü tas tinamaan pa ako ng dysmenorrhea nung gabi.. nakakaasar. namimilipit na ako sa sakit.. hanggang matulog ako tiniis ko yun..

2 consecutive days na kami di nag-uusap ni paul.. namimiss ko na sya grabe!

and nothing much happened today..

and i'm planning to change my layout soon.. so better watchout for that!Ü

2006-03-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

in my previous post, i wrote mostly about what happened yesterday... and today you have no idea how damned bored i was staying at home, lying on my bed, thinking and how my mind quirks up in weird unproportionate thoughts..

morning: i was alright... i woke up in the morning around 6 am. but i still wanted to sleep.. yet i couldn't.. the faces of my batchmates kept on flashing before my eyes, literally.. especially those who i thought i can't possibly see again or might see for a very long period of time [eg: angela, marius, kenneth, janica, myka, charls, jasper... wahh~! dami pa!].. it went on till the afternoon..

afternoon: i was already feeling a bit..down.. haha.. again, chocolates and food are my bestfriends for this day.. i slept trying to forget all the lonely parts of this day... i particularly do not know the reason why at this time, i am so sensitive. or dramatic in general...

and then night arrives: it's really hard if you miss someone, and you know that he is having a grand time with some of his friends and family without me with my knowledge that i did NOT do something that might have disappointed him that is pretty shallow for my part, while i have this feeling of guilt and he enjoys the rest of the night... and i sit all alone... with potato chips and the remote control as my companions.. call me helpless. it's only been a day after grad yet i can't stop thinking about him, looking at his pictures.. call it obsession or whatever you like, but i really love the person, and knowing that you can't see him everyday starting now... it really hurts.. i crave for his company even more..

2006-03-29T16:52:00.000+08:00

wala akong ginawa whole day, and i didn't get to update yesterday..

so yesterday:
grad: i arrived almost late. i cried [surprise, surprise]... nung National Anthem, i was the one who will beat and lead the song.. e eto namang si Jetski, di sinabi sa akin na wala nang intro yung kanta.. nabigla ako.. nakakahiya..! tas everything went well kaso ung opening song namin, may swaying part dun na di kami sabay sabay.. haha! tas... ang ingay namin, kwentuhan ng kwentuhan when we were supposed to be quiet... as usual ang aking walang kamatayang award... "Choreographer of the Year" nanaman.. tas "Loyalty Award" although my loyalty is not to the school, but to my friends...Ü kaya lang naman ako dun nag-aaral eh.. tas "honorable mention" [yikee! whahah!] after i lead the pledge of loyalty, si teacher venus, niyakap ako, i felt so teary-eyed nung pabalik ako sa upuan namin... pero pagdating sa "farewell" at montessori hymn, i seriously though that i was going to cry... amazingly.. i didn't..Ü hahaha! pero nung recessional.. niyakap ko si jec.. i felt sad, kaso alam ko naman na magkikita pa kami sa CSB so i was alright.. pero nung sabay na ako niyakap ni clang at ni janica.. that's when i started crying... tas i was hugging everyone in sight.. with blurry eyes.. si kuya, si patrick, si frederick, si nico, si errol, si megan, si angela... dami pa! pero nung si paul na yumakap sa akin... lalo akong umiyak.. [drama noh..] and he also started crying...[napaiyak ko nanaman siya..]Ü... then i met his parents..Ü hehe..

then we ate at Italianni's sa tomas morato... some things happened that i don't want to talk about..

then i slept late, cause i spent the night talking to paul.. and he made me cry again..Ü

sayang ala si ate joyce at sila teacher edgar at teacher cecile.. sayang.. andami na rin palang teacher na aalis.. like teacher jenny and dr. cecil.. sayang..

you know.. i should really be in puerto today.. kaso... tinamad gumising ng maaga at mejo nabadtrip ako..

2006-03-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

last night... i was so sleepy, i didn't have the chance to update my blog... so i'm doing it. now.Ü

yesterday.. hmm... i was going to myka's and i was late [mabagal si ma, as always..]Ü so movie trip kami.. they already watched dodgeball [di ko naabutan, sayang]. tas i watched white chicks[again] and the terminal. oh yeah, i was with clang, gemma, charls, jessica, paul, myka and janica. but when we left for eastwood, di na kasama si jeca at si charls[sayang.. uli]. so we went to power station first.. syempre, di pwedeng pumunta ako ng hindi naglalaro ng dance mania. tas, i challenged paul to a basketball game, yung simulator, first game.. tambak sya! haha.. 59-27.. haha.. tas 2nd game, i lost pero di tambak..Ü 49-57.. haha.. yabang pa nya, beginner's luck lang daw..Ü tas may parang UFO catcher dun.. nakakuha ako ng stuffed toy, sabay sumabit ba naman yung tela nung bear dun sa claw.. nakakaasar! then si tito raffy, nilibre kami sa teriyaki boy at sa fuzion smoothie, naglaro kami nung hoopla..hirap ng laro na yun.. hard to describe basta mind-boggling yet enjoyable.. and paul bought earrings for me.. susuotin ko nga sa grad ngayon eh.. hehe..Ü

so that was last night's story and tonight is a different one... im enjoying the last moments of my highschool life..T-T

2006-03-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Wah! grabe... i woke up early this morning although sa tingin ko dapat mas mahaba tulog ko... bumagsak ako kagad sa kama pagkauwi ko kagabi eh... tas yun..

we went to the airport at 1 pm kasi ang arrival time daw ng tita ko from Japan is 1:30 tas naka business class, so we we're expecting na isa sila sa unang bababa. Surprise surprise! huli sila.. nawalan ng bagahe yung tito ko, so 3 hours kami naghintay dun.. wala akong kinakin kundi brownies..[chocolate nanaman]. then we saw our ever KULIT cousins.. sobrang ligalig nanaman nung mga yun. We ate somewhere in Baywalk.. tas pinauna na kami ni Dad umuwi, si ate nagddrive [kasama ako, yung dalawang makulit, si mom, at si roxanne].. nagbigay ng directions si ma kay ate at muntik pa kaming maligaw..[haha!]

tas pag-uwi.. grabehan na ang kulitan! batuhan ng unan, paluan, kilitian, lahat ng pwedeng gawin para magulo ang kama... sabik kasi sa laro yung dalawa...

tas pasalubong sa akin, grad gift ko daw mula sa kanila.. Gackt Photobook! wah! ang gwapo nya dun.. haha.. basta excited ako dun.. tas ang dami nilang dinala na candies na gustong gusto ko sa Japan... hehe... pampataba!Ü

hala.. malapit na grad! T-T

2006-03-24T16:45:00.000+08:00

finally! gumana na ang bwisit na DSL [i hate PLDT!!]

oh yeah! Not 4 Hire just got a gig for Marga's birthday, but it's still ion June, anyway, excited na kami

this is the last day... last day for practice [thank goodness!]... last day of school [yeah!] also the last day to be with all of my friends... [wah!! ayaw pa!]

everything this day is great [well, except for the practices]. i had my whole PE uniform signed up by my batchmates and some teachers... my favorites.. [well except si Myrna...Ü] grabe... i thought i'd cry today, good thing i didn't... we had a pot luck lunch today and i was so full [imagine: eating a slice of a yellow cab pizza, pasta, palabok, a chicken leg, braso de mercedes, and 2 macaroons, a cup of pepsi, and 2 cups of coke...]

then there was a time na sobrang babaw ko at nagtampo ako kay Paul [haha!] ... basta it was about writing on my shirt and his grad photo.. masyadong mababaw and its not worth writing about!Ü tas yun.. he gave me a volley of kisses, asking for forgiveness [haha!Ü desperado!] anyway i enjoyed it [wahaha.. parasite...] ..Ü.. aun.. tapos wanna see my current PE uniform?

2006-03-21T20:31:00.000+08:00

hayy... grabe... days start to get boring... and i start getting tired-er[er?] hehe.. new word.. basta...

as usual non-stop grad practice... at tinamaan nanaman ako ng katamaran.. maya't maya ko na gustong humiga, umupo, matulog at basta walang ginagawa... ayon... kahit mag-update ng blog mejo wala na sa mood...Ü

ngayon... something ticked me off again... indecisiveness... wala lang... ang shallow ng reason and i don't want to talk about it... one moment my sinasabi... sabay pag andun na at gnagawa na... biglang babaguhin.. basta yun na yun... i tried to forget about it immediately anyway after it happened...

and at long last!!!!!! binalik na rin nila drum set ko!!! i've been worried sick! di man lang nila inalagaan dun, di man lang nililinisan! da hell!!! yung drum head ng snare ko andumi na ! nakakaasar!! yun pa naman ang pinaka mahirap linisan... bati yung white thingy ko sa pedal di na white! kakaasar..tas yun...Ü wala lang nakakaasar lang... may utang sa kin si dad kung yan lang ginawa nya sa set ko..Ü

got home... had an ice cream dinner..[saya!Ü] hehe.. basta yun.. dessert muna ako before ng main course..Ü tapos it's actually the first time i watched "just like heaven"... it was nice, and it had good punchlines without going over board with green jokes and the like.. a clean movie.. it was touching.. i NEARLY cried [di pa ako umiiyak!!=p] hehe..Ü basta ayun... im not up to much lately so im signing off... [from my blog anyway..Ü].. xiao..

nga pala.. i want to greet someone:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA JERE!!

2006-03-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAUL!!

yeah.. it's his birthday today.. too bad i couldn't be with him.. we didn't even get to speak much... anyway.. may isa pa akong gift sa kanya eh.. legal na rin kami sa dad ko..Ü

this day.. imbis na pumunta ako sa church.. pinagpalit ko ung church sa CCP [bad ako!] well, it wasnt worth it.. although may isang dancer dun na sobrang nakakakilabot ang legs... ung mga walang hiyang battement, jeté, arasbesque, ponsié. she was a very strong dancer, the type i'd imagine myself i would be someday..[haha! dream on!] the dance was a mix of ballet and ballroom dancing.. and their finale was quite hilarious..

nung, pauwi na kami... pinasabi na sa akin ni mom na aminin ko na daw sa dad ko.. eh... hiyang hiya ako.. haha.. basta aun.. wala masyadong ngyari ngayon eh.. basta ayon..

Happy birthday uli... labshu!Ü

2006-03-17T19:06:00.000+08:00

all day practice nanaman... umiyak ako kanina... umiiyak nanaman kasi si doc ces nung kumakanta kami ng montessori hymn eh. ngayon, madami na kaming umiyak and during the 2nd set of rehearsals, akala ko memorize na memorize ko na yung pledge of loyalty... nakalimutan ko...hehe.. kakahiya.. wahaha...

tapos lunch time... tagal namin hinintay yung mga food namin sa gate 1.. we planned something for Sir Corps... kasangkot si Sir Larry... tapos ang genre ng pagkain namin: CHICKEN na iba iba luto...Ü haha... mahal na mahal talaga namin si Paul, alam n alam namin gusto niya.. tapos yun... masaya.. sayawan pa kami sa 5th floor.. parang final happy hour na namin yata yun, sabay sa birthday niya.. nakakalungkot talaga na masaya.. ang gulo..

2006-03-16T18:39:00.000+08:00

wahhh!!! im free! im free!!

It's legal... it's legal... yeah!

wala lang.. sobrang saya ko lang ngayon... di ko na kailangan magpigil... i mean kami... wahh! sobrang ninerbyos ako kagabi.. hehe wala lang... dont mind me..Ü

kanina... walang kamatayang practice, to the point na SOBRANG nakakatamad na... nagkaroon pa ako ng bagong gagawin sa grad other than pledge of loyalty.. taga beat ng National Anthem... napakabigat na trabaho... haha...

tapos nagpakataray nanaman ako kanina kasi kailangan "maglead".. syempre pakitang tao...Ü nakakaasar si myrna... haha di ko na maririnig ang kanyan boses.ÜÜÜ kaso mamimiss ko si dr. cecile, naiiyak siya kanina nung practice namin..T-T

ambilis grabe...!!!! lonely na kami!!!

2006-03-15T18:35:00.001+08:00

WAHAHAHA!! sa wakas!! wala nang exams!!! wala nang aabalahin sa school kundi requirements!! at grad practices...yeaaaaaah!!! it feels so good na hindi ka na magccram for exams... di mo na kailangan mag-isip.. its a great weight off my shoulders... pero sana, matataas pa rin grades ko.. ang tamad ko nitong finals eh...

in fairness, the exams today were easy, although sa econ,... shet... nakakahilo.. tapos ung isang diagram nakalimutan ko pa! napagbaliktad ko yung output sa household.. kakaasar..dun lang ako sa problem na yun nagtagal... filipino... ayos lang... computer... kakaasar kasi walang coverage na ibinigay.

saya rin ng araw na 'to in fairness. half-day, got to spend the rest of my day with my friends, i wasn't alone the whole afternoon. loner kasi ako lagi after classes.. masyadong kulong sa bahay... at naging waldas nanaman ako... nanlibre nanaman ako...Ü pumunta sila gemma at si jessica sa bahay... tas naglaro kami ng walang kamatayang eye toy groove sa PS2.. hehe.. mga kalokohan namin... and then came paul... naki eye-toy pa... naku agaw eksena... the butt movements pare!astig!i knew you could dance... may hiya hiya ka pang nalalaman..Ü haha... basta yun... some of the events today..

they were also tearing down the walls of our headquarters... nakakalungkot... mamimiss ko pa naman yung lugar na yun.. official hangout namin.. ang bilis.. 2 weeks na lang!!! wala na ako sa kurakot na school na yun!

oohhh.. and something is wrong with my flashbox...??

2006-03-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

wahh... i have this problem...

parang laging may bumabagabag sa akin... bigla na lang ako nadodown... i don't know if i have a hidden problem at the back of my head or it's just the memory of rai haunting me...

it started happening nung saturday... everytime i come home, i feel so down... parang naiiyak.. di ko na alam. it's like i feel so alone... lalo na when i am in silence, thinking... without the iPod.

ewan ko kung bat ako nagkakaganito..

2006-03-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

hey!!! guess what... big news!

LIFE SUCKS!

geh! take care everyone!^.^

mahirap magtimpi ng inis... haha... ngayon ko lang nalaman... ^.^ di ko rin pala kaya... haha.. nababaliw na ako... tsk tsk.. kaawa-awang nilalang na ako...^.^

dont mind me... smile always...

2006-03-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

surprise, surprise... wahh... just as i expected... tsk tsk tsk...Ü

thanks to iris, got this survey from her blog...

You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.

Dance

92%

Linguistics

67%

English

67%

Art

67%

Journalism

67%

Sociology

67%

Theater

58%

Philosophy

58%

Mathematics

42%

Anthropology

42%

Psychology

42%

Engineering

33%

Biology

25%

Chemistry

25%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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2006-03-11T12:39:00.000+08:00

grabeh! ang hirap ng walang internet kahit dalawang araw lang... nakakaasar.. i didn't have anything to vent on...

haha... anyway... i'm hoping that my day will be fine today...

RECAP::
3 days ago [03.08.2006]-got so pissed with my indecisive teachers
2 days ago [03.09.2006]-i cried because of pressure that i couldn't handle and because of again my indecisive teachers who just love to put students on the spot and humiliate them
yesterday..[03.10.2006]-i cried again... because of something i saw that i didn't like... i was back to my loner state again... but eventually, that faded..but i still have these flashbacks of what i saw...

::YESTERDAY::
Last day of the ACP... i'm gonna miss that unit.. we had the "Airforce Dozen" and i did push ups more than i have done in a month in my whole life... if you'd feel my arms right now... they're rock hard.. i like it.. it's gonna help me with the handstands i've been practicing on [breakdancing..Ü] imagine after each of the 12 exercises was 5 additional push ups... and i am no longer C/1Lt... i am C/Cpt... I AM A CAPTAIN BABY!! promoted... haha...

oh and the third years definitely made my blood go cold... mga walang kasing arte karamihan nila dun.. good thing i'm leaving that school...

2006-03-05T13:13:00.000+08:00

i was just thinking about what happened yesterday, so i decided to update my blog.

after church, we visited my aunt who had just had her major cataract surgery last week. she was staying at my other aunt's house. when we arrived there, my uncle, who is a [retiring] general, was there. we knew him for being strict and as a disciplinarian when he scolded our cousins. but when i saw him there, he was being so sweet to my aunt [it made me want to go.. "awwwww...Ü"]. i mean his whole facade looked like rock, but the way he was babying my aunt was so sweet, fixing her hair, feeding her, massaging her.. and they were reaching their 60s already.

isn't that a nice thought, i mean, knowing that you would grow old with someone who would take care of you that way and that person has a very cold profession.. it's just a cute idea. the world today is so liberated. sometimes the idea of love is associated with lust..

2006-03-04T09:19:00.000+08:00

this is the day after our field trip [which was yesterday.. duh?!Ü] and that was the best field trip.. EVER!Ü

We came to school at around 4.45am and left at around 5.30. we stopped over at Shell SLEX and they told us not to go at starbucks..T-T [and that means no white choco mocha for me..T-T] i settled for a pokka cappucino from the mart. we headed towards the bus when the PERSON [meaning paul..] i was walking with shouted something... WEIRD [ang tapang mo 'tolÜ].. hehe.... the rest of our trip was sailing smoothly until we were at star tollway headed for batangas... sumabog [exag.. sumabog..haha] yung gulong namin.. and we were like there for an hour or so.. pero enjoy. kung anu-ano kasing kalokohan ginagawa namin eh.

so we arrived at our destination at around 11am? or something like that, and our group chose to go hiking first. we arrived at the area by "bangka" [ganda ng bangka namin, puro officers ang sakay].. ang saya rin nun.. dami nauntog sa tubo..[di ba janica..Ü] tapos we rested somewhere within the forest near a water fall?? basta yun na yun.. ang ganda.. ang saya rin ng grupo namin eh. wala kasi yung sobrang KJ na myrna... buti si T. Venus ang amin..

we headed for our next destination.. SNORKELING!! pero kumain muna kami.. we went snorkeling with life vests on.. ang hirap lumangoy. kaso si kuya[charls] met an accident and he didn't get to join us swim in the sea..:( but it was so fun [he missed so much]... dami nga lang jelly fish.. hehe.. dami nagpapanic kung may nakitang jelly fish.. langoy kagad palayo o kaya aahon kagad.. i was literally shivering when i came out of the water.. lamigin kasi ako eh.

and here's the best part of our trip... nahuli kami sa pag ligo. so naiwan kami [ako, gemma, angela, kristine, paul, theodor, frederick, jt, patrick at isang facilitator].. walang teacher.. we dubbed ourselves "MGA STRANDED".. ung bangkang dumating para samin, sira.. so we waited 30 minutes for another boat.. at medyo pababa na ang araw. ang ganda ng view.. and i was with fabulous people.. mga taong hindi KJ.. ang saya saya.. ayaw namin bumaba ng bangka when we were going home... and the worst part about going home is... basa yung capri ko nung pauwi kami..Ü

2006-03-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

Got this from my friendster bulletin board... Ang KULIT..Ü

Can you name 21 people you can think
of right off the top of your head? Dont read the
questions underneath until you write the names of
all 21 people.

1. jessica
2. janica
3. clarissa
4. charls
5. paul
6. gemma
7. angela
8. noel
9. julian
10. aiel
11. frederick
12. rai
13. roma p
14. guil
15. shin
16. myka
17. kenneth
18. nico
19. felice
20. marius
21. iris

THE QUESTIONS:

1. How did you meet 14?
guil- classmate ko this year, new student..

2. What would you do if you never met 6?
wala akong kakulitan... and show me how fun playing jackstones is..Ü

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
wah.. di sila magkakilala.. pero if ever.. that would be fun..Ü

4. Did you ever like 5?
naku.. huli ka na sa balita

5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
charls at rai? haha... masyadong gwapo si rai para kay charls

6. Describe 8:
i really haven't seen him... he is OLD! haha.. pero mabait at caring..

7. Do you think 13 is attractive?
op corse... si bespren pa..Ü

8. Tell me something about 17:
kenneth- hmm.. makulit.. si pancho..Ü mabait.. sarap kausap.. adik sa IS

9. Do you know any of 4's family
members?
yah.. mom nya, tsaka kapatid nya.. i have seen his dad but i don't think he knows me..0.o

10. What's 21's favorite color?
iris- its been a long time.. from what i remember.. it was blue..??

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed they
liked you?
nico?! wha-? ewn ko...

12. what language does 20 speak?
marius?? INTSIK!! filipino, english..

13. Who is 9 going out with?
julian? d ko alam eh..

14. What year is 16 in?
4th yr.. Valedictorian baby!

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
as in talk.. nung christmas party pa sa school..

16. What is 2's favorite band?
janica? hale pa rin ba?

17. Would you ever date 7?
angela.. haha.. not a lesbi. am sorry.. but i would go on GIMMIKS with her

18. Would you ever date 12?
rai... if i had the chance again.. but no strings attached.. may mga magagalit..Ü *damn i miss you!*

19. Is 15 single?
shin.. available sa market yan..

20. What is 19's last name?
bernardo.

21. Would you ever want to be in a
serious relationship with 11?
frederick? naku K---- na yan eh.. di n pwede.. ako rin di na pwede

22. What school does 3 go to?
classmeyt!

23. Where does 15 live?
osaka, japan

24. What's your favorite thing about 10?
the PERFECT brother figure.. yeah.. Tall, not so dark but very handsome.. di'ba? pero matanda na!!!

25. Have you seen number 1 naked?
hehe.. sabay kami naligo sa baguio e...Ü

>> tryin to be happy..

2006-02-28T14:41:00.000+08:00

i lost a friend today. not because of a fight. but because of death.. it's a miracle i didn't cry as much as i did from teacher john's death [though i know the crying will come maybe later this evening..] i really cant seem to believe that he is gone.. that one guy who knows almost everything about me.. the one guy who knows my strengths and weaknesses, my darkest secrets... the person who i loved as a friend more than anyone else..

life will not be the same without with you..

I...
by: rai yamazaki-torres
I live
..to see you,
I sing
..to be myself,
I act
..to find my true self,
I draw
..to show emotion,
I live
..to know what life is really is,
I love
..to be human,
I cry
..to darken my last hours,
I smile
..to brighten up your day,
I live
..to defend my beliefs.

but now I die ... to end my suffering
..to end everything..

*written before his death at 02.28.2006 05:30am*

>>ivan- thank you for this poem

i will miss you *Gerald Isaiah "Rai" Yamazaki-Torres*
i now accept your death since i can't do anything anyway

2006-02-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

Today.. i had nothing to all morning. as in nothing.. i didn't want to do my project in filipino.. i didn't want to study... as in SOBRANG TAMAD KO NGAYON!!Ü

i asked my dad if we could watch another movie at eastwood. so naturally we played again at power station.. it's been a while since i played.. i usually went window shopping instead.. i realized i missed it so much. then we watched "memoirs of a geisha".. i still don't like zhang ziyi playing the role of a japanese.. michelle yeoh was still acceptable.. but sometimes, people have this mixed idea between a geisha and a prostitute.. la lang.. just wanted to say that.

We ate at fazoli's after that. And there was a concert. Mojofly was playing. they also played mata. while they were playing. i felt really nostalgic.. i miss going to myka's house to practice.. la lang...

then we got home. i prepared the gowns my aunt was going to borrow from my mom. and out of stupidity, i returned to the room without bothering to turn the lights on. i walked into an open closet door.. haha..Ü

2006-02-26T09:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun... it was my mom's birthday...

in the mornig everyone was happy. everyone was joking around with everyone. then we went to church in the afternoon.. and i almost slept [bad me!!]. my eyes we're so heavy that time [siesta kasi e..Ü]. then dad fetched us to go to my aunt's place to fetch 3 of our titas, one of which wass a balikbayan..[proud ako sa kaya kasi asawa niya general..Ü]she gave me a whole bunch of stockings to encourage me to wear skirts!! haha..! then we headed to Tong Yang.. a very dangerous resto..ü everything until there was too much butter on the frying area and, twice, a crackling piece hit me straight in the eyes.. [ouch].. but i was so full.. we then went back to our aunt's place to say goodbye to them.
we also went to eastwood.. we bought tickets for a movie. we just realized that it is one of the cheapest formal movie theaters we have in the area, it only costs 120. we watched "big momma's house 2".. it was funnee.. before watching the movie we still had time to kill, again we ate at the coffee bean and tea leaf [parang di nga kami napupuno..cheesecake!!] and went to powerstation... i'm officialy a house of the dead fanatic..ü
the night then ended when we went home.. i still talked to someone on my phone even though it was late at night.. i realized that i missed those conversations that we have...

2006-02-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

my day went on quite fine, surprisingly.. i had my sad moments... contemplating on things... but still i tried to be as happy as i can...

SUCCESS STORY OF THE DAY: i did NOT cry!! haha... yeah!! i had some urges.. although i keep on forgetting about them.. and try to move on [parang nakipag break up tuloy ako sa mga pinagsasabi ko.Ü].. i can still remember Dr. Cecile saying "catch the ball, baby".. hehe.. that was cute...

i can't seem to make up more stories.. i can say that i didn't have a very much "interesting day".. so i'm sayin' good bye for now...

hoping everything will be great tomorrow...

2006-02-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

THE RAINY DAY :: HENRY WADSWORTH LONGFELLOW

The day is cold, and dark, and dreary;
It rains, and the wind is never weary;
The vine still clings to the moldering wall,
But at every gust the dead leaves fall,
And the day is dark and dreary.

My life is cold, and dark, and dreary;
It rains, and the wind is never weary;
My thoughts still cling to the moldering Past,
But the hopes of youth fall thick in the blast
And the days are dark and dreary.

Be still, sad heart! and cease repining;
Behind the clouds is the sun still shining;
Thy fate is the common fate of all,
Into each life some rain must fall,
Some days must be dark and dreary.

2006-02-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

i have always looked forward to a new day... looked forward in going to school... but recently, that liking has disappeared... i have always believed that in school i'll be happy, free.. or otherwise, anything but problematic, sad, grumpy or whatever... yet, just now, it seems to me, that going there, instead of lessening my problems.. it deepens it. i am honestly scared of what tomorrow might bring... i really do not now.. another emotional scar? a bad day? a new problem?... i really can't tell.. i'm so tired of crying [again, i am setting up a new record...] getting hurt, being down, being insecure of my capabilities to love and be loved, to losing my friend.. i sometimes believe i can not take this any longer... i already have so many "what ifs?" going around my head... i hope tomorrow will NOT be something i am fearing of...

"Lesson Learned: that's life... shit happens"-rai torres

2006-02-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

i've been avoiding this topic ever since it has happened... and i cannot contain it any LONGER...

rai has been a big part of my life... he calls me "baby gel".. i call him "rai rai"...

he has always helped me.. and now i can't help him. although i know i can do nothing about his condition.. i just want to be there for him.. and now.. he's in a coma... i don't know what i'll.. all i can do is cry...

i can remember him saying the phrase "Lesson Learned:.." ... he always says that... i miss him so much..

why does everyone i know start having leukemia...??

that's rai.. the girl?? i do not know... that's a bad pic of him.. but that's the only one i found...

"Lesson learned: never put your head in another one's business.." -rai torres:2004